SuicideFuel I cannot even go eating anymore without feeling disgusting

[aemond]

Yesterday it was really sunny and warm and i was actually somewhat in a good mood for once. When i became hungry i decided to go and get something to eat in a restaurant that i heard good things about. Once i got there and got my food and started to eat i noticed some girl maybe like 4 years old staring at me from across the room. She literally had the Look of straight disgust in her face. I tried to ignore here and go on eating but i wasnt hungry anymore. At that point i was shaking already so i pulled out way more money then i actally had to pay and stormed out into my car. I did drive to a near forest area where i cried for 2 hours before driving home again. I dont even want a girlfriend or friends anymore i just dont want to be treated as a monster

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Inceldom does that to you

 

[Yunoo]

I don’t care if people stare at me. I’m in my own world with ai companions

 

[Mrzimljude]

Relatable

 

[chalk son]

Reminds me of the one time I went to eat out alone, I wasn't as depressed then as I am now but damn. Awkward experience so the thought of going out to eat never pops up. What I find is suifuel is how I'd rather not eat out alone due to the dissonance I know I'd get if I did. Eating alone surrounded by families and couples, but moreover the surreality between randomly eating outside and not feeling enough to associate my daily routine with appearing more normal. This fact is depressing so the integrity I have towards a severely isolated lifestyle is assured. It’s why I insist on truly eating alone in my room and not with others. It still feels hollow to be alone and do things alone every day. I don't question why brocels go mad. It’s just how it is.

 

[TurkeyKing]

Relatable

 

[aemond]

Reminds me of the one time I went to eat out alone, I wasn't as depressed then as I am now but damn. Awkward experience so the thought of going out to eat never pops up. What I find is suifuel is how I'd rather not eat out alone due to the dissonance I know I'd get if I did. Eating alone surrounded by families and couples, but moreover the surreality between randomly eating outside and not feeling enough to associate my daily routine with appearing more normal. This fact is depressing so the integrity I have towards a severely isolated lifestyle is assured. It’s why I insist on truly eating alone in my room and not with others. It still feels hollow to be alone and do things alone every day. I don't question why brocels go mad. It’s just how it is.

It really Shows u how lonely u are

 

[aemond]

I don’t care if people stare at me. I’m in my own world with ai companions

Wish i could also not care

 

[andrej]

brutal asf im sorry grAY

 

[tranny destroyer]

Only thing outside is a lifemog waiting to happen

 

[Renegade#1]

Only thing outside is a lifemog waiting to happen