Venting Sometimes I feel disgusted with myself.

[Deleted member 60]

I think back to a few years ago, when I was pure and innocent. I was often the only person in my class who didn't drink, never set foot in a bar or club. I took good care of my health. The porn I watched was very vanilla. I wasn't constantly thinking about sex 24/7. The few acquaintances I had were classy and wholesome. I would get butterflies in my stomach for girls I liked. And now look at me... going to raves, taking molly and acid, hanging out with the most trashy stupid people you can find, watching extreme stuff online, wanting to hookup with random skanks, revealing my innermost thoughts to random strangers on the internet - or worse, people IRL. It's like how tf did I get here? Feels gross tbh. The old me would hate the person I've become. But I guess this is the world we live in now. You adapt or die.

 

[Deleted member 10314]

slayer

 

[Zaetheus]

It’s over for Puritycels, remain PURE you hear me?!

 

[Luxity]

Tbh a lot of normies do the same thing. This is just the world we live in today, like you said, adapt or die.

 

[CopeWithTheRope]

ive always wanted to do acid. sounds fun

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Tbh my young self would hate every aspect of who I am today. But I hate my young self. So I'm torn.

ive always wanted to do acid. sounds fun

It is

 

[Spite]

You adapt or die.

You can also ovERcome tbh

 

[Deleted member 60]

ive always wanted to do acid. sounds fun

molly is much better IMO. It's just pure euphoria. There's always a risk of a bad trip with acid.

 

[Villain]

a light from heaven will shine to you when you become 30 and still a virgin

 

[Deleted member 2798]

If the 14 year old incarnation of myself met me now, he'd be very surprised at where I am. I think the development was natural enough and could be explained fairly easily. Back then I was an apolitical atheist who only had an interest for surreal humor and music and had no prospects for the future. I wasn't troubled by degeneracy at all and was just counting down the days until I found myself able to buttfuck a foid. If anything, I have become far more stoic and disciplined in the years since.

Still have never been drunk and only got high once, which was a useless experience. I don't ever intend to visit a "club" if I can help it.

I went from having bullshit friends to none at all in a few years, but that revelation probably wouldn't have upset me very much. Moreso having to wait celibate for as long as I did and at the same time having to be adrift in a sea of NPC mediocrities for my whole life up to now.

I have an innate contrarian streak, so I think explaining to myself dialectically the path I took (what I have become in response to the world around me since 2010) would get across.

 

[Deleted member 818]

The old me would hate the person I've become.

I can relate.

It’s over for Puritycels, remain PURE you hear me?!

Avi source please?

 

[Sodoku]

The blackpill ruins you, I wish I kept coping innocently.