Venting Feelings of guilt

[Lazyandtalentless]

I feel like I am a bad person for wanting compassion. As a child, I never got the care or attention I needed, and I feel like I don’t deserve it. People told me it was my fault I didn’t fit in, that I wasn’t good enough. I grew up thinking that the love and kindness everyone else seemed to get weren’t meant for me. I’ve been ignored, abandoned, made to feel invisible my whole life. So now, when I think about asking for compassion, it feels wrong. Like I’m asking for something I’ll never get. I just want someone to see me, to care for me, but I feel guilty for even wanting that. It’s hard to shake the feeling that I’ve been forgotten by the world, and maybe it’s because I deserve it.

 

[aswellfella]

This is a common expression on here. I honestly don't know how to help. Sorry.

 

[KinkyKanga]

This is a common expression on here. I honestly don't know how to help. Sorry.

WELCOME back brocel.

I HOPE you stayed out of the Sun, and didn't get too BLACK.

 

[Icarus]

You are just as deserving as anyone else brocel

Don't let the normies get you down. What separates them from anyone else is a matter of ego.

Most normies are undeserving of it if anything, so maybe in some way the unfairness is what gets to you as well.

However what happens will happen, and we have no control over it.

 

[NocturnalCel]

I feel like I am a bad person for wanting compassion. As a child, I never got the care or attention I needed, and I feel like I don’t deserve it. People told me it was my fault I didn’t fit in, that I wasn’t good enough. I grew up thinking that the love and kindness everyone else seemed to get weren’t meant for me. I’ve been ignored, abandoned, made to feel invisible my whole life. So now, when I think about asking for compassion, it feels wrong. Like I’m asking for something I’ll never get. I just want someone to see me, to care for me, but I feel guilty for even wanting that. It’s hard to shake the feeling that I’ve been forgotten by the world, and maybe it’s because I deserve it.

I have a pretty similar life experience. My parents always said everything was my fault and would chimp out if I defended myself against my cunt sister and faggot brother, but always let them get away with anything they could do to me.

 

[Grodd]

You are just as deserving as anyone else brocel

Don't let the normies get you down. What separates them from anyone else is a matter of ego.

Most normies are undeserving of it if anything, so maybe in some way the unfairness is what gets to you as well.

However what happens will happen, and we have no control over it.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

You aren’t a bad person for just wanting compassion and to be appreciated for who you are, and that’s a basic human need.

 

[packardD]

I just want someone to see me, to care for me, but I feel guilty for even wanting that.

very same feeling I have. I hope things change for us somehow in the future

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

I hope things change for us somehow in the future

 

[Icedancer_333]

Bro what, never feel bad for wanting compassion thats so cucked

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Bro what, never feel bad for wanting compassion

I’ve been shamed several times so wanting compassion makes me feel bad