Venting I don't feel human

[Stupid Clown]

I don't feel like a human. I don't think I have ever felt like a human. When I see myself in the mirror I see this hideous deformed neanderthal. I can try to appear more human for example by brushing my hair over to cover my grossly huge forehead and brow ridge, but the illusion will always be broken and I'll be exposed to my vile disturbing face.


Honestly, I can't say that I could even have sex without feeling disgust towards myself as cucked as it sounds. If I went to Japan and bought an expensive hooker I'd feel embarrassed.

It doesn't help that people don't treat me human. I've always mocked for my appearance both online and irl. No one takes me seriously. It's as if I exist as a joke to be laughed at.

I wish I was never born at all. I hate being trapped in my body.

 

[adharmi]

I wish I was never born at all. I hate being trapped in my body.

 

[tranny destroyer]

Brutal, but best advice is to just accept it. I know it sounds cliché but that’s all you can do. I had the same thoughts, but when I went to the restroom I looked my self in the mirror and didn’t see a Travis bickle or a Patrick Bateman. I saw an ugly short incel. And that’s how people saw me too. I couldn’t do anything about it. So I just said fuck it.

 

[Stupid Clown]

Brutal, but best advice is to just accept it. I know it sounds cliché but that’s all you can do. I had the same thoughts, but when I went to the restroom I looked my self in the mirror and didn’t see a Travis bickle or a Patrick Bateman. I saw an ugly short incel. And that’s how people saw me too. I couldn’t do anything about it. So I just said fuck it.

It's hard to stop caring

 

[Left4DeadNiggerboy]

I relate very much.

I always have my hair completely covering my face because I hate the way I look and most of all I hate the way people treat me because of the way I look.

I swear I just can't relate to normies mang.

We get treated like we're bottom of the barrel subhuman trash.

Then they wonder why were angry at soyciety

 

[tranny destroyer]

life is luck. got a bad hand? Fuck it. You can’t do anything else but laugh about it. Have a good time even in a shitty place.

 

[Stupid Clown]

life is luck. got a bad hand? Fuck it. You can’t do anything else but laugh about it. Have a good time even in a shitty place.

Hedonic treadmill unfortunately

I relate very much.

I always have my hair completely covering my face because I hate the way I look and most of all I hate the way people treat me because of the way I look.

I swear I just can't relate to normies mang.

We get treated like we're bottom of the barrel subhuman trash.

Then they wonder why were angry at soyciety

It's so painful

 

[Mecoja]

I looked my self in the mirror and didn’t see a Travis Bickle or a Patrick Bateman. I saw an ugly short incel. And that’s how people saw me too.

One of the highest IQ things i ever read brocel.

 

[Mecoja]

I feel the same both mentally and physically. I never lived or did things that other kids and people did, and i certainly dont look how other people look.

 

[coping_manlet]

What we are living, is the life of a dejected stray dog. But we can manage to listen, talk, and own property. That’s the only difference

None of us have actually gotten to live the true human experience

 

[Stupid Clown]

What we are living, is the life of a dejected stray dog. But we can manage to listen, talk, and own property. That’s the only difference

None of us have actually gotten to live the true human experience

I feel the same both mentally and physically. I never lived or did things that other kids and people did, and i certainly dont look how other people look.

 

[Friezacel]

Im basically a neaderthal. I have a similar height to them, i am ND, i have high amount of bodyhair. Wouldnt be surprised if i have more Neanderthal DNA than the average person

 

[Stupid Clown]

Im basically a neaderthal. I have a similar height to them, i am ND, i have high amount of bodyhair. Wouldnt be surprised if i have more Neanderthal DNA than the average person

Brutal. How bad is your face?

 

[Friezacel]

Brutal. How bad is your face?

Recessed chin, big forehead, UEE, NCT, poor infraorbitals, unattractive eyeshape, big pores on and around my nose. My only good feature is that i have a near perfect bite and i also got told a few times that i got a good smile

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Music is my only cope nowadays.

It's the only thing that allows people to see who you are, or maybe who you want to be.

The ultimate freedom from how we look, and how we try.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I can relate, most of the time now i don't even feel like a human but like a failed experiment that escaped a lab, i can't even go outside without getting anxious anymore

 

[Kamanbert]

Same i say this to myself almost everyday, how i dont have anything to do with humanity despite being so surrounded by it constantly due to working, it's so weird. Admittedly, i think the physical closeness makes it better than being neet cause at least i somehow got more used to being a pariah. I developped a whole way of being, walking... Just to not implode mentally.

 

[Sungnodius]

Brutal, but best advice is to just accept it.

Agreed. You should accept what you can't change and find other things to do in life.