Sometimes I blame my parents for putting me out in this world just to suffer. It wasnt my choice to live and now im here.

[MrUgly]

Its hard but true. We were forced to live in this shitty world without any permission.

 

[SnakeCel]

I know the feeling. They actively chose to have a child and put me into the world, even though they likely knew I would suffer and have shitty genetics. They reproduced when they knew my mom's lineage has high risk for early onset Alzheimer's Disease . It is a genetic disease similar to Parkinson's Disease where you eventually forget everything in your memory and then forget basic shit like how to breathe. And now I have to live for the rest of my life with this knowledge and if I ever had offspring (never gonna happen anyway) they would be predisposed to the disease too.

And then my parents always wonder "Oh I wonder why SnakeCel doesn't have a girlfriend yet? He should really out himself out there more and try. It's all about confidence and personality." And then they give me a bunch of bluepilled advice and think that one day I will have a gf/wife . They wonder these things and ask these things even though I have rarely ever brought it up to or around them and nearly never complain about it to them. It all makes me wish sometimes I was never born even though there are things/copes I enjoy very much in life.