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Wsp bros, I am 19 years old ugly mf. Fucked up social skills. Never had sex or got into any relationship with a girl I liked. My life has always been lonely. My parents never put much effort into spending time with me. At school I only one or two friends. Life was decent when I was in elementary, but when I got to middle school I suddenly became so lonely. At highschool I only had a few friends. I would hang out with only once a week after school but most of the time I spent all time on weekends playing video games and watching porn. I don't think any girl has ever wanted to be with me, I would literally spend time everyday thinking one day I will have sex or a get fine ass gf sadly that never happened. The biggest pain I feel is that I missed out so much on high school while my friends were partying and having fun my parents wouldn't let me outside and told me study instead. While ppl around me were getting drunk and high my parents would act like weed was like heroin or sumthin. I have missed out on life's most crucial moments in my high school years this shit has left a hole in my soul even if I woke up one day looking like fine asf that wouldn't fix the hole in my soul caused by missing out on social experiences in my teen years. I'm fucked both physically and mentally.
