Mostly males and a few females. I was the only truecel. Most were in college or recently graduated, like me.
What shocked me though was not just how much appearances matter, of course pretty much all were taller, better facial structure, etc, but not all were better looking in every way.. It was really the amount of LIFE EXPERIENCE.
I just dont have the same life experiences in high school and college that they had. Everything from stories about dating foids, partying/drinking, frats, friend groups going on trips, etc., i just missed out on it all man.
Developmentally, i have the same mind as a fucking 8th grader, even less maybe. My craziest college experience was getting a B in a class when i thought i'd get a C. I dont have a solid high school or college friend group. I have fucking nothing and it's the most suicide fuel thing ever man.
And it's only getting worse now that Im out of college and have no social life...
So it's not just about getting a gf and losing virginity, i realize just how fucking brutal trueceldom is, it's fucking every developmental experience building up from high school to college that i missed out on. I'll never have an experience where I sneak out of my parents house in high school to get drunk with my friends. Because it's over. That time is never coming back.
I dont even think i'm autistic (im not diagnosed), or even non-neurotypical. I feel like Im a regular outgoing person who theoretically likes to drink and party or whatever, I dont view it as "bad" or "degenerate"... but i'm stuck in a truecel body, with zero opportunities to have life experiences, so i'm forced to be a shut-in incel.
Anyone else with mid/high tier normie friends and realizes just how far behind they are in EVERYTHING?
What shocked me though was not just how much appearances matter, of course pretty much all were taller, better facial structure, etc, but not all were better looking in every way.. It was really the amount of LIFE EXPERIENCE.
I just dont have the same life experiences in high school and college that they had. Everything from stories about dating foids, partying/drinking, frats, friend groups going on trips, etc., i just missed out on it all man.
Developmentally, i have the same mind as a fucking 8th grader, even less maybe. My craziest college experience was getting a B in a class when i thought i'd get a C. I dont have a solid high school or college friend group. I have fucking nothing and it's the most suicide fuel thing ever man.
And it's only getting worse now that Im out of college and have no social life...
So it's not just about getting a gf and losing virginity, i realize just how fucking brutal trueceldom is, it's fucking every developmental experience building up from high school to college that i missed out on. I'll never have an experience where I sneak out of my parents house in high school to get drunk with my friends. Because it's over. That time is never coming back.
I dont even think i'm autistic (im not diagnosed), or even non-neurotypical. I feel like Im a regular outgoing person who theoretically likes to drink and party or whatever, I dont view it as "bad" or "degenerate"... but i'm stuck in a truecel body, with zero opportunities to have life experiences, so i'm forced to be a shut-in incel.
Anyone else with mid/high tier normie friends and realizes just how far behind they are in EVERYTHING?
