Brutal Social Security female psychiatrist says I'm not Aspergers despite I meet the criteria. AP says I got "psychotic disorder" instead.

[Asgard]

And yeah, I DO HAVE ASPERGERS. They say... SOCIALIZE MORE! How the fuck do I socialize!? I copy everybody's interactions like a fucking YouTube guide... But NO! Schizophrenia for no fucking reason when I don't have hallucinations or "DELUSIONS"... LOL.

Women care about looks, it's over for me = AP diagnoses me with Schizophrenia because you're delusional!

Just socialize more! Just do it! Meanwhile, THEY SUSPECTED I WAS AUTISTIC DURING MY CHILDHOOD, but my parents ditched that psychologist because I'm "normie!" (aka parents ego).

 

[Fallenleaves]

Should have larped as a normie, just don't reveal any more important information to her

 

[Asgard]

fixed due to android auto-speller, rip.

 

[Asgard]

Should have larped as a normie, just don't reveal any more important information to her

I need welfare, I can't get a job. Here in Spain, thugs; lazy asses, moroccans and africans in general with NOTHING related to disability get welfare benefits; I HAVE SEEN IT. Democracy? Europe is a fucking dystopian soyciety, it's a dictatorship.

 

[Fallenleaves]

I need welfare, I can't get a job. Here in Spain, thugs and Moroccans with NOTHING related to disability get welfare benefits; I HAVE SEEN IT. Democracy? Europe is a fucking dystopian soyciety, it's a dictatorship.

I've misunderstood you. It must suck to have your (((psychologist))) misdiagnose you thus being unable to claim autistbuxx

 

[Asgard]

I've misunderstood you. It must suck to have your (((psychologist))) fucking up your diagnosis thus being unable to claim autistbuxx

Yeah, they think I just need to approach people when I'm really unable to... I never knew how to do it, I always had to copy others interactions by exposure... the funny thing? I once talked with a foid who rejected me and I started talking about me dreaming about planes, zombie apocalypse shit... random shit that was deep inside my thoughts because I didn't know how to proceed.

Although I'm grateful I'm not AUTISTIC because some are fucked up for good, but others are rewarded with HIGHER IQs via parents' genetics (which I lack, unfortunately).

 

[unhinged]

I need welfare, I can't get a job. Here in Spain, thugs; lazy asses, moroccans and africans in general with NOTHING related to disability get welfare benefits; I HAVE SEEN IT. Democracy? Europe is a fucking dystopian soyciety, it's a dictatorship.

Whole western civilization has degraded itself to the degree of a dystopia tbh

 

[Fallenleaves]

I once talked with a foid who rejected me and I started talking about me dreaming about planes, zombie apocalypse shit... random shit that was deep inside my thoughts because I didn't know how to proceed.

You tried, don't sweat it

 

[Asgard]

But a female psychiatrist.... that's retarded

That's the downside of Social Security in Southern Europe, to be honest.

You need money just to get the appropriate accommodations, otherwhise you're pretty much on your own. Add being involuntaryNEET to the list, and we'd be talking about an illusion.

 

[Asgard]

You tried, don't sweat it

Normie peers from my school always talked about such vile mainstream topics. Even about pornstars, LOL!
I only dreamed about videogames and my fantasies, things I couldn't achieve due to my limitations linked to IQ.

I was an outcast during my last years in high school, worse than my ASD classmate since he wasn't ignored by teachers unlike I.

 

[Fallenleaves]

I only dreamed about videogames and my fantasies, things I couldn't achieve due to my limitations linked to IQ.

I did that quite a lot too, plenty of grandeur illusions that everything will be great in the end, that I'll be able to pull through to succeed in my own way

 

[Asgard]

I did that quite a lot too, plenty of grandeur illusions that everything will be great in the end, that I'll be able to pull through

I'm not considering suicide for the moment. Meanwhile, I'm going to fight for WELFARE pension until my last breath since job market has been brutal to me for no fucking reason (I'm on disability, BUT NOT AT THE POINT OF MONTHLY PAYMENTS... unlike immigrants and boomer lazy-asses).

 

[Fallenleaves]

I'm not considering suicide for the moment. Meanwhile, I'm going to fight for WELFARE pension until my last breath since job market has been brutal to me for no fucking reason (I'm on disability, BUT NOT AT THE POINT OF MONTHLY PAYMENTS... unlike immigrants and boomer lazy-asses).

Good luck

 

[Asgard]

Do you have to go there? I rather do nothing than to go to a female psychiatrist.

I'm 22 and my mom still forces me to (while I'm tapering off medication, according to her — which, in fact, was given to me from prior misdiagnosis).

If I don't, what do I do? Ending up homeless? I'd rather kill myself, I cannot survive in the streets with Moroccan NT chadlite thugs with machetes.

 

[Asgard]

Do you get meds? What meds? If I was given antidepressants I would flush them down the toilet. I will never take those jewpills. They turn you into a zombie.

First I was given Risperdal and other antipsychotics which I can't remember.

Now I'm on Prozac, but I quit cold turkey from Risperidone in 2019 since I TRULY was a zombie (with no emotions at all + derealization).