I have a message from DarkStar regarding this situation.
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I lurk a bit occasionally since leaving, as sometimes I have thoughts of coming back, but when I see the threads posted it makes me want to return even less. I used to like PC, but then I see threads such as this basically worshipping him like he's some Incelsphere God, when what did he add?
I don't ever recall him putting in effort on a thread, or sharing a unique persepcrtive, or making a high-effort post, or anything else. Literally, he is popular because he's popular. That's it. He's "MUH FUGGIN OG" and also is "chill" or "nice" or whatever else and that's it.
I tried to speak to him on politics or anything else, and he said he didn't want to. I also asked him if he wanted to talk on discord after i left, and he didn't want to. Both of which I take as offense, since I used to talk w/ him a lot about both and he didn't want to, which makes him seem fake.
I don't like how he literally added nothing but his cringe waifu shit post 2023/24, yet you're all worshipping him like a God. I also feel he's been racially crab-bucketed a bit, since I saw him once say "idk if i count as white" because "muh italian" which is another brainrotted bullshit reason i'm done w/ .is. I feel he's also got an inferiority complex to NWEs, which I also think some Slavic users have.
He literally is one of the most boring & low-effort posters on .is. I don't recall seeing a SINGLE thread of his that was highish effort. I also didn't like some of his opinions on stuff and some shit he said to me in PMs.
All in all, threads like this worshipping a user who added NOTHING and viewing them like some God who died makes me feel even less like coming back. In fact, seeing users not appreciate me and make threads such as this makes me feel worse. IN fact, like WSS/TNS said, it's a "massive loss for the forum" yeah jfl what about me, whoa added more than he ever did IN ALMOST A FUCKING DECADE? How about we really think who is a "massive loss"
To any sanctimonious SJW-lite reddit-tier ethnicels or whoever who hate me. No, simply observing the forums behavior & actions of users & assesing they "don't reallty deserve their rep objectively speaking" is not me trying to "assert superiority" or whatever. So stop with the dime-shop psychology, niggers.
And finally I'm dealing with a late life ADHD diagnosis. Sure, I graudated college but I fucked stuff up, and i'm trying to fix my life and salvage things currently and seeing shit like this and thinking about that shithole crap forum makes it worse. It's like I'm restarting life over from square one, zero, rock bottom, whatever. And coming on here & seeing some literal paperweight get soyfaced over while users don't care on me makes me feel worse. All in all, this thread makes me regret ever joining.
Here's to starting life from ground zero up I guess.
I just hate the fact I put in effort & added more than that Terroni brainrotted user, and no one makes threads like that on me or is wishing me well with my ADHD diagnosis ^& trying to salvage life