The main flaw of my piece "The Gospel of Ascension" was to assume that ascension required some kind of metaphysical “pure feminine validation” (which even sex-having normies apparently don’t experience, “chad-only”). But ascension isn’t fundamentally about external female desire (a deeply gynocentric notion for an androcentric concept), it’s about the internal process of man’s self-overcoming and rebirth: breaking a lifelong spell of fear, guilt and sexual paralysis through embodied action.
A more meaningful understanding of ascension is to grow in confidence, self-esteem and happiness through sex: to feel like a potent man rather than an emasculated boy. What exactly is going through the woman’s mind at any given moment is both unknowable and beside the point.
If after having intimate, life-affirming and psychologically liberating sex with a prostitute, a man has dreams of flying to heaven or the stars, climbing a mountain’s peak, or defeating a demon, has he not ascended? His unconscious says “Yes”, regardless of any ideological abstractions.
If a prostitute gives a man pro-bono sessions because she likes him and enjoys his company, has he not ascended by any reasonable definition? Isn’t “free sex” even more meaningful with a prostitute than with a regular woman? If ascension requires “love” (which requires defining in itself, if it even exists), casual sex wouldn’t count, even though users get banned from the forum if they admit having it. Further complicating matters, prostitutes have in rare cases been known to “fall in love” with clients!
Even if for some arbitrary reason sex with a prostitute cannot possibly count as ascension, having sex breaks the psychological barriers and makes “genuine ascension” much more likely. Unless “true ascension” requires virginity (either yours or hers) as a prerequisite, for some other arbitrary reason.
At the end of the day, it’s a man and a woman having sex. Your unconscious isn’t overly concerned with what her occupation is or what her “true thoughts/feelings” are. Even in terms of validation it registers as “She wanted me, or wanted me enough.”
Why is playing with an attractive woman’s body going to “deepen my emptiness”? Especially relative to being an onanistic porn addict. I’ve never felt less empty in my life, never more healed and optimistic, while also mentally stable.
What stopped me from going to an escort before was my own weakness: internalised guilt, porn addiction, sexual anxiety, longing for "pure" female approval, learned helplessness. Psychologically and perhaps physically, I was incapable, thus the “involuntarily celibate” tag made sense, even though it was in my power to change it over time.
Don’t allow your trauma-based ideological identity to become a prison. I spent years trying to scale the castle walls, only to find that the gate was wide open all along.
Fake: Notions of “true consent”, “pure validation”, “unconditional intimacy”
Real: The cock cumming inside her unprotected pussy
A more meaningful understanding of ascension is to grow in confidence, self-esteem and happiness through sex: to feel like a potent man rather than an emasculated boy. What exactly is going through the woman’s mind at any given moment is both unknowable and beside the point.
If after having intimate, life-affirming and psychologically liberating sex with a prostitute, a man has dreams of flying to heaven or the stars, climbing a mountain’s peak, or defeating a demon, has he not ascended? His unconscious says “Yes”, regardless of any ideological abstractions.
If a prostitute gives a man pro-bono sessions because she likes him and enjoys his company, has he not ascended by any reasonable definition? Isn’t “free sex” even more meaningful with a prostitute than with a regular woman? If ascension requires “love” (which requires defining in itself, if it even exists), casual sex wouldn’t count, even though users get banned from the forum if they admit having it. Further complicating matters, prostitutes have in rare cases been known to “fall in love” with clients!
Even if for some arbitrary reason sex with a prostitute cannot possibly count as ascension, having sex breaks the psychological barriers and makes “genuine ascension” much more likely. Unless “true ascension” requires virginity (either yours or hers) as a prerequisite, for some other arbitrary reason.
At the end of the day, it’s a man and a woman having sex. Your unconscious isn’t overly concerned with what her occupation is or what her “true thoughts/feelings” are. Even in terms of validation it registers as “She wanted me, or wanted me enough.”
Why is playing with an attractive woman’s body going to “deepen my emptiness”? Especially relative to being an onanistic porn addict. I’ve never felt less empty in my life, never more healed and optimistic, while also mentally stable.
What stopped me from going to an escort before was my own weakness: internalised guilt, porn addiction, sexual anxiety, longing for "pure" female approval, learned helplessness. Psychologically and perhaps physically, I was incapable, thus the “involuntarily celibate” tag made sense, even though it was in my power to change it over time.
Don’t allow your trauma-based ideological identity to become a prison. I spent years trying to scale the castle walls, only to find that the gate was wide open all along.
Fake: Notions of “true consent”, “pure validation”, “unconditional intimacy”
Real: The cock cumming inside her unprotected pussy
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