Serious Please help

[grimlockcel]

Maybe I sound insane right now but I feel like I am so lost, I thought I had my life together, I got it all setup, I finished school, got my license, got my car and then recently got my job. But already I know I cant do this, within the first week of this job I already would rather quit it and go homeless, but there are alternatives, I could maybe attempt to start my own business from scratch and scale it over time, that is insanely risky and I would most likely fail... Or I could keep working the job and be incredibly unhappy and want to rope. Now we have becoming a vagabond/homeless, this in theory isn't that bad at least in my head and I wouldn't mind it when the alternative is working at Amazon for JEW BEZOS, and getting stressed constantly, but I have one more option.. and that is ACTUALLY becoming a monk... So I looked into what it truly means to become a monk and there are multiple types essentially for every religion.

Off the rip becoming a Zen/Buddhist monk seems like it would be the I guess "most fun/enjoyable" when compared to the other religions monastery lifestyles, I am a Christian but I wouldn't have to tell them over at the Buddhist temples and I would just like "fake" doing the practices they do or whatever, but anyways this would mean I would be limited on technology depending on which temple I go to, and I would have to follow the schedule they live by/way of life. From the minimal research I have done it seems to be a million times better than living in America surrounded by niggers, beaners, and whore thots.

Anyways I really hope you guys can help me through this with any tips or info you could give, and what you personally would choose, I also think it might be cool if one of you were to come to a monastery with me maybe as I would probably get bored without a friend of sorts, any of you from Asia maybe?

 

[nazianime]

I went through the same experience and I don’t have any tips, you can only grit your teeth and wish for death at your dead end job. Eventually you just become indifferent to it, or you get enough money to quit and be good for a year before working again and repeat the cycle. At least you were able to get a job.

 

[Freixel]

I wish i can become a monk

 

[Firefighter]

So you've given up on going off grid in Maine?
Or was that never a plan

 

[grimlockcel]

So you've given up on going off grid in Maine?
Or was that never a plan

That would apply to the business route, which I said was a possibility

 

[grimlockcel]

I wish i can become a monk

I am very serious about it, as I am typing this I am actively researching it, if you want I can discuss it with you and we can essentially convince eachother to just go and become monks, atleast for a few month stay/trial or a year

 

[Firefighter]

That would apply to the business route, which I said was a possibility

That post of yours was inspiring.

Hopefully one day we can both make this a reality:

 

[grimlockcel]

That post of yours was inspiring.

Hopefully one day we can both make this a reality:
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True, I spent a lot of time developing the plan and crunching numbers etc, I hope one day I might actually be able to do it, but then again the whole point of such a plan is the whitepill agenda, to find peace and happiness and currently the monk lifestyle offers that aswell and is a much simpler and quicker route to it, I guess we will see brotha

 

[hierophant]

Maybe I sound insane right now but I feel like I am so lost, I thought I had my life together, I got it all setup, I finished school, got my license, got my car and then recently got my job. But already I know I cant do this, within the first week of this job I already would rather quit it and go homeless, but there are alternatives, I could maybe attempt to start my own business from scratch and scale it over time, that is insanely risky and I would most likely fail... Or I could keep working the job and be incredibly unhappy and want to rope. Now we have becoming a vagabond/homeless, this in theory isn't that bad at least in my head and I wouldn't mind it when the alternative is working at Amazon for JEW BEZOS, and getting stressed constantly, but I have one more option.. and that is ACTUALLY becoming a monk... So I looked into what it truly means to become a monk and there are multiple types essentially for every religion.

Off the rip becoming a Zen/Buddhist monk seems like it would be the I guess "most fun/enjoyable" when compared to the other religions monastery lifestyles, I am a Christian but I wouldn't have to tell them over at the Buddhist temples and I would just like "fake" doing the practices they do or whatever, but anyways this would mean I would be limited on technology depending on which temple I go to, and I would have to follow the schedule they live by/way of life. From the minimal research I have done it seems to be a million times better than living in America surrounded by niggers, beaners, and whore thots.

Anyways I really hope you guys can help me through this with any tips or info you could give, and what you personally would choose, I also think it might be cool if one of you were to come to a monastery with me maybe as I would probably get bored without a friend of sorts, any of you from Asia maybe?

Time, if that is what you want get as much from it as possible, if you have to get lesser hours oe if you prefer, get another job before you replace this one. My question to you is, why are you so focused on wanting to quit everything you have for nothing?

 

[Lunaticcurrycel]

Maybe I sound insane right now but I feel like I am so lost, I thought I had my life together, I got it all setup, I finished school, got my license, got my car and then recently got my job. But already I know I cant do this, within the first week of this job I already would rather quit it and go homeless, but there are alternatives, I could maybe attempt to start my own business from scratch and scale it over time, that is insanely risky and I would most likely fail... Or I could keep working the job and be incredibly unhappy and want to rope. Now we have becoming a vagabond/homeless, this in theory isn't that bad at least in my head and I wouldn't mind it when the alternative is working at Amazon for JEW BEZOS, and getting stressed constantly, but I have one more option.. and that is ACTUALLY becoming a monk... So I looked into what it truly means to become a monk and there are multiple types essentially for every religion.

Off the rip becoming a Zen/Buddhist monk seems like it would be the I guess "most fun/enjoyable" when compared to the other religions monastery lifestyles, I am a Christian but I wouldn't have to tell them over at the Buddhist temples and I would just like "fake" doing the practices they do or whatever, but anyways this would mean I would be limited on technology depending on which temple I go to, and I would have to follow the schedule they live by/way of life. From the minimal research I have done it seems to be a million times better than living in America surrounded by niggers, beaners, and whore thots.

Anyways I really hope you guys can help me through this with any tips or info you could give, and what you personally would choose, I also think it might be cool if one of you were to come to a monastery with me maybe as I would probably get bored without a friend of sorts, any of you from Asia maybe?

Yes I am from north curryland ( South Asia ). I would advise against becoming a monk because then your life will become more miserable. Trust me bro I know many "monks"