I sometimes foolishly, stupidly get idiotic delusions of hope and shit, well just rn i think the final nail in the coffin has been hammered in for me. Having bad pheno is the worst thing of all time, worse than every other failo u could have. You will forever be viewed as repulsive, bizarre, and uncanny because you fit in nowhere. Some fucking faggot looksmaxxer really told me "its no impossible bro. Yeah, its gonna be really difficult but bro its not over". Fucking kys coper. Fucking asshole would rope himself immediately if he were in my shoes. It doesn't matter if I'm mtn facially, I'm automatically subhuman bc of my horrific pheno. It is death sentence. In a way I'm glad I know now. Maybe its for the best. I won't get any more foolish illusions of hope
