If it weren't for my neurotic nature, at least I would have somehow managed to function in society. I am too prone to mental illness, anxiety and depression prevent me from functioning. I feel that here I don't fit into this world. How to live if there are happy normies everywhere around, and the sight of them drives me to suicidal thoughts. People around are enjoying life, but me? I'm rotting, slowly dying, how it fucking hurts.
