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Even after reading experiences of people on this forum with mental health professional i still decided to talk to a psychologist because in my brain it was some magic thing with someone whole career revolving around understanding everyone and helping them, it was my last hope. Deep down ifdeared they was like everyone else, this people who never cared about me and thought my experiences have no value.
I started to talk and after a certain amount of time i brought up the topic of lookism and discrimination of mentally different peoples.
I even gave studies who proved what i was saying and that the halo effect was globaly seen as true by the vast majority of sociologist, they denied everything telling me the studies were fake and everything was in my head, and then drifted the conversion to "i should work on my confidence and self-esteem" i couldnt believe what i just heared it was like a satire of the psychologist you see everywhere on this forum, and when i asked what does working on my confidence meant she started talking about some bullshit, she didnt brought up a single concrete thing i could do, they ended the conversation by saying "Have a good evening" knowing damn well they doesnt care about me. And now im in my room i have tears that runs down my face, im alone staring at the wall, my mind is empty i truly have no hope left. If i had a gun or a rope i would already be dead but i have nothing only knives that don't cut anything.
How can a mental health professional push me that deep how can they care so little about me?
I started to talk and after a certain amount of time i brought up the topic of lookism and discrimination of mentally different peoples.
I even gave studies who proved what i was saying and that the halo effect was globaly seen as true by the vast majority of sociologist, they denied everything telling me the studies were fake and everything was in my head, and then drifted the conversion to "i should work on my confidence and self-esteem" i couldnt believe what i just heared it was like a satire of the psychologist you see everywhere on this forum, and when i asked what does working on my confidence meant she started talking about some bullshit, she didnt brought up a single concrete thing i could do, they ended the conversation by saying "Have a good evening" knowing damn well they doesnt care about me. And now im in my room i have tears that runs down my face, im alone staring at the wall, my mind is empty i truly have no hope left. If i had a gun or a rope i would already be dead but i have nothing only knives that don't cut anything.
How can a mental health professional push me that deep how can they care so little about me?





