Out of any given group of people there's always one or two who's bothered my appearance and can't ever get over it

[trrrrrsarescary]

Id say out of any random portion of 10 people, there's roughly 3/4 who have an abject reaction to my looks, and like 6 or higher for women, they constantly stare at me and look creeped out by me, and the kicker is they never get used it, they never like warm up to me or become desensitised to me being around, they just stay staring at me or completely trying to pretend I don't exist

Just imagine being a normie or god forbid a chadlite in looks and not have to worry about any of this shit, being able to walk in a room or join a group of people and know most people aren't having this reaction to your face, every time I see a group of people I immediately wonder which ones are gunna be disturbed my face and which ones are gunna be indifferent or at least sorta respectful even if it's just pity cuz they think I'm disabled

 

[SewerGoat]

Id say out of any random portion of 10 people, there's roughly 3/4 who have an abject reaction to my looks, and like 6 or higher for women, they constantly stare at me and look creeped out by me, and the kicker is they never get used it, they never like warm up to me or become desensitised to me being around, they just stay staring at me or completely trying to pretend I don't exist

Just imagine being a normie or god forbid a chadlite in looks and not have to worry about any of this shit, being able to walk in a room or join a group of people and know most people aren't having this reaction to your face, every time I see a group of people I immediately wonder which ones are gunna be disturbed my face and which ones are gunna be indifferent or at least sorta respectful even if it's just pity cuz they think I'm disabled

I can relate. I had countless people comment continuously on my look negatively. Sometimes just blatantly lying to my face, by trying to make it seem like it is a compliment. Just the other day some foid said she likes my nose (Which is the worst feature about my face). She saw me sitting alone the whole evening, just minding my own business - she wanted to pity me.

 

[luciferiancel]

Something I noticed about the cattle behavior of normies:
Sometimes it seems like a person might not be necessarily offended by my appearance, might feel ambivalent or even pity or whatever, but eventually one or more of their more evil normie friends mentions me in a negative mocking way, or another mocks me publicly, and the former normie(s) follows suit and begins to see me like a pathetic monster deserving of virulent ostracization and humiliation for simply being unattractive and socially awkward.

It's the conclusion I came to after witnessing sudden changes of treatment towards me. Previously reasonable normies starting to treat me like the more sadistic ones. So even if it seems I can relatively trust a person, I have to consider if or when they will turn and hate me out of others' influence

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Something I noticed about the cattle behavior of normies:
Sometimes it seems like a person might not be necessarily offended by my appearance, might feel ambivalent or even pity or whatever, but eventually one or more of their more evil normie friends mentions me in a negative mocking way, or another mocks me publicly, and the former normie(s) follows suit and begins to see me like a pathetic monster deserving of virulent ostracization and humiliation for simply being unattractive and socially awkward.

It's the conclusion I came to after witnessing sudden changes of treatment towards me. Previously reasonable normies starting to treat me like the more sadistic ones.

Yeah I've experienced that also it's fucking annoying, my god I fucking hate being a human so much I need to kms ASAP before this shit makes me even more unstable

 

[ihatelife2]

You added an avi, nice

And yeah relatable.post

 

[luciferiancel]

Yeah I've experienced that also it's fucking annoying, my god I fucking hate being a human so much I need to kms ASAP before this shit makes me even more unstable

Don't kill yourself, punishment is for the guilty