Does there come a point where you stop caring after you have given up hope, or do you progressively descend further into rage and sadness? What ages were the milestones in this process?
Serious Oldcels (30+) What does the timeline of your mental state look like?
- Denial and isolation - my mother says i am handsome, I just need to be friendly with girls, then they will notice me
- Anger - all women are sluts
- Bargaining; - I would accept even a obese single mother with multiple kids if it meant no longer being a virgin
- Depression; - it's over, it's rope or cope
- Acceptance - capitalismaxxing to spend money on copes with waiting for robot women to be a waifu
I'm 34 now. I feel more anger than anything else now. Want somebody to start on us so i can punch their cunt in. Round about 28 was my low point, depressed, feeling you can't go on. I no longer feel that way just pissed off with the world.
At what age did each of these milestones occur?
I never got to that stage, but I have accepted that sexbots will be the path way to male sexual liberation.
Are you in your 30’s?
Yes, almost 35.
For me it was confusion, anger, jealousy, some more anger and confusion, resentment, then eventually it was a calm relief. Finally getting an autism diagnosis at 30 gave me some comfort in at least knowing I couldn't really help the way I am.
i don't have specific age dates cause I don't remember much of my life since it was so non-memorable, though I am 38 so I am about at the acceptance phase. if you make it to this age still a virgin then you have learned to cope.
At 31, and it's a loop of negative emotions. Mainly anger and sadness.
At what age did you know it was over? Did you still have hope up until your late 20’s?
Made social suicide by becoming NEET. Hard work, which is way more harder when having mental problems, is way into betabuxing, thats great demotivation, fuck it
Did it get worse though, or was there some form of respite after acceptance?
I accepted it was over for me in the west when I turned 28. I went through all of college living on campus, and never got invited to a party.
It stays the same for me. Acceptance only made me care less about my looks, knowing it's truly over. The anger i feel towards society stays the same, as does the sadness that this is my reality until death.
Wow, that sucks. Are you going to try outside of the West? Did you not have housemates you befriended?
Whenever I had room mates they'd avoid me, or some would be bigger and weirder incels than I am. I'm going to try to SEAmax next year, and hopefully get my hands on a sexbot in less than 10 years.
men will hit level 5 once their T level drop off, they no longer have the NRG to fight or do anything for that matters.
Its like being locked up in the Big House, if you can survive the first few years, you will learn how to cope and develop survival mechanisms to serve out your sentence relatively unscathed.
Its like being locked up in the Big House, if you can survive the first few years, you will learn how to cope and develop survival mechanisms to serve out your sentence relatively unscathed.
Would visiting an escort be a option for you?
Honestly I'm just numb and broken at this point. Life is like a washed out black and white photograph, a weird grey shadow world that I'm trapped in, while the good looking people live a life in full 4K HD technicolor and 7.1 surround sound. Being an ugly low status male is like living a pale imitation of real life.
I was in full Elliot Rodger mode between ages 16-23/24, i was totally suicidal and homicidal and self harmer. I would explode in anger at the smallest inconvenience, I just wanted to fight and scream every second of the day and I had to fight myself continously not to so I'd appear as a normie. Thank God I'm a frame cell, a total pussy and don't have access to guns otherwise who knows what would have happened.
Becoming an old cell you just sort of give up and let life stomp on your face. At least I did.
I was in full Elliot Rodger mode between ages 16-23/24, i was totally suicidal and homicidal and self harmer. I would explode in anger at the smallest inconvenience, I just wanted to fight and scream every second of the day and I had to fight myself continously not to so I'd appear as a normie. Thank God I'm a frame cell, a total pussy and don't have access to guns otherwise who knows what would have happened.
Becoming an old cell you just sort of give up and let life stomp on your face. At least I did.
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This. I find humor in it tbh.
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I knew I was fucked when I was 19. Then 22 where I said I'd have to Escortcel. 29 & 30 I just escortcelled after the first time at 28. Tried to be in denial. Then after at the age of 31 it was descent. Final acceptance at 32 when I joined here & found sanctuary & enlightenment. Now I don't feel so bad. Just want to moneymax & healthmax along with studymax to self improve at this point alongside hoping for a better Anti STI & contraceptive cure to escortcel bareback & waiting for my AI Sex Robot Waifu to come along.
I'm not 30 yet, but I think I passed these stages at 22. It's cope or rope from then on.
37yo, feeling angrier, more depressed and anxious than ever!
After 27yo it was downhill mentally speaking...Until that age I thought I could make things happen, I had this faith that I was young enough and could turn my life around and still find some young cute foid to have a family and live a happy fulfilling life, after 27 I then realize how superficial girls were and that my recessed chin, buccal fat and eye bags were my death sentences and that I needed multiple surgeries to even be considered human to foids....
Since then I've tried to raise money to do those surgeries but now I know I'm too old, even if I decide to do all the surgeries right now, I'd be considered too old to have something meaningful with a young cute foid...Life is a fucking scam when you are a poor ugly man!
After 27yo it was downhill mentally speaking...Until that age I thought I could make things happen, I had this faith that I was young enough and could turn my life around and still find some young cute foid to have a family and live a happy fulfilling life, after 27 I then realize how superficial girls were and that my recessed chin, buccal fat and eye bags were my death sentences and that I needed multiple surgeries to even be considered human to foids....
Since then I've tried to raise money to do those surgeries but now I know I'm too old, even if I decide to do all the surgeries right now, I'd be considered too old to have something meaningful with a young cute foid...Life is a fucking scam when you are a poor ugly man!
I was always ugly but youthful hope existed in my mind and was powered by some copes. Progressively in my late 20s i saw my face getting even more uglier due to age than it already was. I realised at that point that i am just going to become more and more of a joke to society and foids each day. Really i feel a sense of giving up where it makes no sense to make money, to look after myself or to even try anymore. It's like a car that has driven hundreds of miles but runs out of fuel despite the road not coming to an end yet. I feel hate for the world, but ultimately people just feel alien to me now. I'll likely end up homeless one day and that'll be the next stage of my life.
Good luck in SEA, do you have a plan? Are you just gonna rock up and rent a place out there after saving up? Or are you actually going to try and find a job out there?
I am young, but the only sensation i got from all of this, is numbness.
i don't think i'll bother making one, but it was always bad, by age 10-11 i already had all the initiative and vivacity beaten out of me, and severe mental breakdowns arrived at ages 26 and 30
Starting to being socially detached after balding since 18. Have just 2 friends left. Ldaring in and out up to 26, some mild depression. Rarely some socialization, but cant relate to normie shit. Developin severe OCD that year, loosing those 2 friends. Now more or less controlled. Still interfers with plan making etc.
When I was in my 20s I was not exactly suicidal but thought about it often and didn’t care if I lived or died. Then at some point in my 30s that went away, not suicidal at all. Not necessarily because my life improved but I kind of know who I am and just try to focus on other things like copes. Also maybe me test dropped so that could help too.
My plan is to make money here then use it there for one or two months. In a year I can save up 5,000 dollars and I think that's all I'll need. When I get there it would be good if I'm able to work online and continue getting a cash flow, then I can stay there longer.
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30-35 has been bad to very bad. it all seems to be getting worse. i have some mental problems that have gotten much worse. fap way less so cant even enjoy that like i did under 30 and the need for actual touch has gotten way worse i crave it badly at times. its not right to be in this state. think of death about every other hour. this i think is hell.
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Each and every day is a uphill battle, I have no reason now to ever leave my flat, my pathetic life is completely fucked
I reached acceptance at around 30 but for some reason in my mid 30s I have now reached panic mode. I've sort of gone backwards as I foresee a future of solitary confinement like existence for me.
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Numb. Don't care anymore about foids. I'm about 80% there. 20% flesh desire remains.
I religionmax.
I religionmax.
I constantly look at the past and repent for take bad choices and jealous about other ppl lifes. I'm really fucked and I hate my life so much
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