Ok I'm upset about being an incel again

[Deleted member 7448]

I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes, for a few weeks or even months I completely don't care about being an incel. And then the pain comes back with a fiery vengeance.

Especially now that I'll need to find a new job soon (been unemployed for a while, didn't reveal that before), I'm thinking again about my life and what I'm doing, what I missed out on, how far behind my peers I am both in terms of this and many other things.

No matter how blackpilled I am and how well I understand that a woman will only make my life much, much worse if I ever got one, the suffering doesn't subside.

I don't even know what it is that I want. Sex is just a small part of it now. Why is it that I'm so miserable? Is this just my craving for a degree of normality in my life? I guess that's it. I'm just tired of always being the loser, the outcast and the weirdo, as I have been for a very long time.

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

Depression has its ups and downs, but still there are hopes and copes out there.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Just got to take it I guess. There is little you can do and its not your fault.

 

[LastGerman]

I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes, for a few weeks or even months I completely don't care about being an incel. And then the pain comes back with a fiery vengeance.

Especially now that I'll need to find a new job soon (been unemployed for a while, didn't reveal that before), I'm thinking again about my life and what I'm doing, what I missed out on, how far behind my peers I am both in terms of this and many other things.

It is due to the fact that you know you are trapped within a loop. There is also no way to recover from this anymore.

Why is it that I'm so miserable? Is this just my craving for a degree of normality in my life? I guess that's it. I'm just tired of always being the loser, the outcast and the weirdo, as I have been for a very long time.

And that situation will never change.

 

[RopeIsCope]

Depends on ur mood tbh,
some days im excited to go about my copes
some days i can only think about my subhumanity and what the future has in store for a truecel like me

 

[Deleted member 7448]

It is due to the fact that you know you are trapped within a loop. There is also no way to recover from this anymore.



And that situation will never change.

There's no way to recover from this anymore, and at the same time the changing of perspectives/embracing different philosophies like stoicism or some buddhist principles doesn't work either. And I don't have the balls to kill myself/don't want to hurt my parents/cat by doing that either.

So all that's left is to basically continue working and living this existence that just gets worse and worse every day with a new set of events every day that are basically a big fuck you from the universe.

 

[Hikikomori]

I think LastGerman has it right, we're trapped in a loop. The loop creator (for lack of better explanation) programmed problems for us to run into, over, and over, and over, and over ... then one day we die, and we have no fucking clue what happens then, if anything.

 

[TrueForcedIncel]

Maybe find a good rpg to lose time in, skyrim, the witchery 3 and wow are all good games you can get lost in for weeks. It sucks living like this true, I don't think theirs a definitive answer besides trying out copes and seeing what works for you

I think LastGerman has it right, we're trapped in a loop. The loop creator (for lack of better explanation) programmed problems for us to run into, over, and over, and over, and over ... then one day we die, and we have no fucking clue what happens then, if anything.

Probably nothing, the same as pre exsistance. We are only self aware because of our brains, once that dies so does our ability to self identify and process our surroundings

 

[GodLike]

I go through this. Yesterday and today being incel messed me up too much. I blocked all foids and chads with whom I have contact.

 

[Ghost]

I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes, for a few weeks or even months I completely don't care about being an incel. And then the pain comes back with a fiery vengeance.

Especially now that I'll need to find a new job soon (been unemployed for a while, didn't reveal that before), I'm thinking again about my life and what I'm doing, what I missed out on, how far behind my peers I am both in terms of this and many other things.

No matter how blackpilled I am and how well I understand that a woman will only make my life much, much worse if I ever got one, the suffering doesn't subside.

I don't even know what it is that I want. Sex is just a small part of it now. Why is it that I'm so miserable? Is this just my craving for a degree of normality in my life? I guess that's it. I'm just tired of always being the loser, the outcast and the weirdo, as I have been for a very long time.

It's your biological instincts speaking... Override that with logical and spiritual side...

I know. I get like that too.

Read more mgtow

 

[LastGerman]

There's no way to recover from this anymore, and at the same time the changing of perspectives/embracing different philosophies like stoicism or some buddhist principles doesn't work either.

Exactly, in fact, we do all know that this stuff is nothing but distraction. All great thinkers were isolated, trapped within their own minds, looking back to the history and then looking to a theoretical future. A future that will never happen. And that is the problem. How to act?

 

[StaroRavager]

You can run from your instincts but you can’t hide from them

 

[OmniVoid]

Fuck everybody

 

[ihaveno1]

im upset about being an incel everyday

 

[thebuddhacel]

Sex is just a small part of it now. Why is it that I'm so miserable?

I ask myself every day

 

[Mystic]

im upset about being an incel everyday