SuicideFuel Obscure feelings of youthful grace, do you have them ?

[Kamanbert]

It's when your mind, vaguely and fleetingly, reproduces the lightheartedness of younger years full of enchantment and potential despite being a 30 + years old hopeless middle aged man. Those are very suave impressions, but the reality of the situation makes them bittersweet. I'm very prone to them in autumn for some reason and todays weather was very autumnal, especially in contrast to the last week of strong heat waves. Tbh it broke me and i fled home.

 

[Fantasea]

no

 

[Kamanbert]

no

Cause you're a 20 years old zoomer

 

[Fantasea]

Cause you're a 20 years old zoomer

mid 20s

 

[Kamanbert]

Autumn is brutal, but it's beautiful

 

[Kamanbert]

mid 20s

Still young, the agepill started to break me around 26 but it was kinda ok until 29. After that it's so over.

 

[Fantasea]

Still young, the agepill started to break me around 26 but it was kinda ok until 29. After that it's so over.

brutal

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

no

 

[Kamanbert]

Niggas hitting me with the

 

[theanty]

 

[Kamanbert]

 

[Jimb0]

I'AM a 20 year old zoomer... but I do get them from time to time, mostly because my best years are over, memories of going to my friends' house to play videogames and eat pizza, listening to music while falling asleep on my school bus on my way to home, falling hopelessly in love with a girl in my class and how happy I would feel every time she even said my name. It's all over now, all those sweet memories I took for granted become painful with time. No friends, no family to love me, no pictures to look back on... those memories are all that's left from my past as they slowly fade from my memory forever.

 

[Kamanbert]

I'AM a 20 year old zoomer... but I do get them from time to time, mostly because my best years are over, memories of going to my friends' house to play videogames and eat pizza, listening to music while falling asleep on my school bus on my way to home, falling hopelessly in love with a girl in my class and how happy I would feel every time she even said my name. It's all over now, all those sweet memories I took for granted become painful with time. No friends, no family to love me, no pictures to look back on... those memories are all that's left from my past as they slowly fade from my memory forever.

Brutal and understandable. Cause when i was your age i remember already having this obsession about pissing my adolescence down the drain, although it hurt differently. And it's like i was barely realizing that i was in the process of doing the exact same thing with my 20's, how retarded was that ? Now i guess i'm doing the same with my 30's, but now soyciety REALLY dont want me around... or maybe it never did

 

[Kamanbert]

Fuck them normies. I did try to be social around 27. IT'S THEIR FAULT I DIDNT HAVE A REDEMPTION ARC. THEY COULD'VE SAVED ME. TWO PERSONS IS ALL IT WOULD'VE TAKEN BUT THEY DISCARDED ME LIKE FILTH

 

[Kamanbert]