How do you keep going on with life when you have absolutely nothing to look forward to in the future at all?

[sharpshooter8y6]

I'm 18,5'6, sub 5 I've never had a real girlfriend or friends for that matter. I moved to the U.S. from a foreign country when I was 7 years old and was bullied relentlessly as soon as I entered the school system for not speaking English properly, being ugly, and my short stature even as a kid. I feel like this really stunted my social development as from then on I've turned into a very reserved, quiet person which led to more ridicule among my peers. I never succeeded in school as a whole I dont feel like going in depth with this but I just became chronically online during my teen years so I could make friends and seek approval from people online (mainly girls) and this devastated my academic life as I didnt even get to graduate until very recently with a 1.2 gpa. At age 14 I had met this girl on tiktok and we started talking and got into an online relationship even though I never showed her my face but about 3 months after we were dating I sent her a selfie and she broke up with me shortly after and found a taller better looking guy than me that same weel lol. I was so desperate for validation from girls that I had started catfishing girls pretending to be an htn I found on social media that looked like a better version of me so they would be interested in me and compliment me even though I wasn't who they were complimenting yet I still felt validated because they were telling me that they wanted me and every time I would get this validation from them it would just push me to keep going with the facade. I feel so retarded and shameful for doing this I literally have no friends no talent absolutely nothing to be proud of about my retarded chud life. I have a wagie job and I have a car (lame 4 cylender nissan) but im still broke as fuck since I have to pay almost all the bills since my mom has no job now. My mom my absent father feel no sense of pride in me they probably see me how I see myself an ugly retarded loser. I'm going to try as hard as I can to change my mindset and improve my life until I'm 25 and if it hasn't gotten any better then then I'll just rope .depression cannot even begin to describe the pain and misery I feel everyday I dont even want a girlfriend or sex or love anymore I just want to feel happy and be proud of 1 good thing I did during my meaningless existence.

 

[kharxa]

yo gng i relate to a lot of ur shyt heavy n I started going out more, talking to my friends, tried making new friends, went to conventions, etc. Just try to get out more, or simply try taking walks. (Might seem retarded but it helps)

 

[anon65]

Return to your ethnostate homeland in south east asia

 

[Chihuahuacel]

I go through life one day at a time. Thinking about the future or the past makes me want to rope

 

[hikkicel]

You’re not always supposed to keep going. Normies gaslight people into a captivity of misery to make themselves feel better, albeit at the expense of the lower being.

You don’t have to live this life. You mustn’t be defined by your flaws. You can always Bitch out. It’s not fair, it’s also not supposed to be fair. You don’t have to do this. Sometimes, if luck is out of reach, the absence of suffering is preferable. You can rest already.

Plan your suicide, make sure it’s as painless as possible, live life to the fullest extent possible for you beforehand, and finally find your peace.

 

[Altunyiskon]

yo gng i relate to a lot of ur shyt heavy n I started going out more, talking to my friends, tried making new friends, went to conventions, etc. Just try to get out more, or simply try taking walks. (Might seem retarded but it helps)

Stop speaking like this dude, AAVE is so illegible when it's typed out. Also you can't go to conventions when you're broke, and you definitely can't make friends when you're ugly AND ND. The walking I agree with though.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Find your copes, do what you find fun to keep your cranium off ropemaxxing, start goalmaxxing.

 

[Chaos;BrutaLr2]

Hate to say this, but life will never get better for you. Might as just rope (in minecraft) or rot away

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Stop speaking like this dude, AAVE is so illegible when it's typed out. Also you can't go to conventions when you're broke, and you definitely can't make friends when you're ugly AND ND. The walking I agree with though.

It's illegible even when spoken, I used to work in the service industry and when a nigger would start talking like that I'd get my black co-worker to translate.

 

[KetamineCel]

im pretty much in the same situation, everything i try and do right just fucks up everything more, i never had friends or any interaction

 

[Altunyiskon]

It's illegible even when spoken, I used to work in the service industry and when a nigger would start talking like that I'd get my black co-worker to translate.

Yeah, I don't get why black people have to speak like that. I think it's another CIA thing because some of them have good voices but horrible accents.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Yeah, I don't get why black people have to speak like that. I think it's another CIA thing because some of them have good voices but horrible accents.

CIA done did gaslit my niggas into speaking.

Though its not the CIAs fault here, AAVE comes from traditional Scottish and English accents given to them from their slave owners, and traditional Bantu vocals, look up Pidgin English for reference, theres evidence to suggest that most people from Africa simply can't speak English in the same way as Europeans because of mixing with early hominids.

 

[Altunyiskon]

CIA done did gaslit my niggas into speaking.

Though its not the CIAs fault here, AAVE comes from traditional Scottish and English accents given to them from their slave owners, and traditional Bantu vocals, look up Pidgin English for reference, theres evidence to suggest that most people from Africa simply can't speak English in the same way as Europeans because of mixing with early hominids.

You seem educated on these types of topics so I wanna ask something. Are Jamaicans related to Africans or are they purely a Caribbean race? I kind of have a fascination with Jamaican culture and their accents are so intriguing. I saw a movie with a Jamaican actor playing a British soldier and I thought their pronunciation sounds kind of cool actually.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

You seem educated on these types of topics so I wanna ask something. Are Jamaicans related to Africans or are they purely a Caribbean race? I kind of have a fascination with Jamaican culture and their accents are so intriguing. I saw a movie with a Jamaican actor playing a British soldier and I thought their pronunciation sounds kind of cool actually.

So the residents of the Caribbean are often times refered too as "Afro-Caribbeans", most of the people who look black and are in the Caribbean have little to no actual native in their blood, they are the descendants of slaves.

Also most of the Reggae culture comes from traditional Bantu and other African tribal practices mixed with some British, French, Dutch and some Spanish roots, their Vudu practices are almost identical to the ones practiced in modern day Africa.

 

[Altunyiskon]

So the residents of the Caribbean are often times refered too as "Afro-Caribbeans", most of the people who look black and are in the Caribbean have little to no actual native in their blood, they are the descendants of slaves.

Also most of the Reggae culture comes from traditional Bantu and other African tribal practices mixed with some British, French, Dutch and some Spanish roots, their Vudu practices are almost identical to the ones practiced in modern day Africa.

Interesting. I still think they're cool but I thought they were at least like an even mix of native Caribbean/African ancestry.

 

[Altunyiskon]

Where exactly does the Rastafari religion come from btw? I could never find a good source on this because most scholars and academics seem divided on what Rastafari even is.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Interesting. I still think they're cool but I thought they were at least like an even mix of native Caribbean/African ancestry.

Theres a small amount of Taino (native) blood in some Jamaicans, but the biggest thing people don't understand is how few people actually lived in the Americas before the Europeans, I mean ~95% of the natives died of a single disease before the first Europeans stepped foot on the continent (excluding the Vikings)

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Man, I would say just NEET but if you're paying all the bills already then it may be better to rope.

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

Where exactly does the Rastafari religion come from btw? I could never find a good source on this because most scholars and academics seem divided on what Rastafari even is.

Same thing with other Jamaican stuff, its a mixture of traditional African spirtualism with some Christianity.

 

[sharpshooter8y6]

You’re not always supposed to keep going. Normies gaslight people into a captivity of misery to make themselves feel better, albeit at the expense of the lower being.

You don’t have to live this life. You mustn’t be defined by your flaws. You can always Bitch out. It’s not fair, it’s also not supposed to be fair. You don’t have to do this. Sometimes, if luck is out of reach, the absence of suffering is preferable. You can rest already.

Plan your suicide, make sure it’s as painless as possible, live life to the fullest extent possible for you beforehand, and finally find your peace.

Thank you so much seriously I really just want this nightmare to be over with I want to rest.
do you have any recommendations for a quick painless death or how to go about it

 

[Nintendo 64]

Stop speaking like this dude, AAVE is so illegible when it's typed out. Also you can't go to conventions when you're broke, and you definitely can't make friends when you're ugly AND ND. The walking I agree with though.

Thank you, its so infuriating seeing this monkey language

 

[hikkicel]

Thank you so much seriously I really just want this nightmare to be over with I want to rest.
do you have any recommendations for a quick painless death or how to go about it

Jump off a very high building or cliff, preferably with a nice view. And with very high I mean like >80m or smth (and make sure to plan where u land, e.g if u land on a tree or any less-harsh surface, u may end up as a potato). This way you lose your consciousness before your body can even register the pain

I also plan it this way

 

[sharpshooter8y6]

Return to your ethnostate homeland in south east asia

im hispanic but I was born in the us just displaced by my mom

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I do nothing
Time is going to pass regardless

 

[luciferiancel]

I hope for retribution

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

SSRI med helps numb off the mind. I plan to take them again next month.

 

[IWWorkER]

a real girlfriend

 

[Thaway]

I go through life one day at a time. Thinking about the future or the past makes me want to rope

 

[Truecel Prophet]

I'm going to try as hard as I can to change my mindset and improve my life until I'm 25 and if it hasn't gotten any better then then I'll just rope.

First off putting an age limit like 25 is a smart thing to keep you going, you also have a car and a job (even if not that good as you said), so it's still something.
In those years instead of just waiting to be 25 to rope and doing delusional tries to escape your inceldom (you can keep trying but you'll be tired at some point), you should search an end goal, a desire you have, whatever it is, don't care about rules, morals, laws, just go for it, of course use your reasoning, but having an end goal can make the "wait for death" less like a death march.

 

[Wither]

I do nothing
Time is going to pass regardless

 

[Lilwonkycliffy53]

yo gng i relate to a lot of ur shyt heavy n I started going out more, talking to my friends, tried making new friends, went to conventions, etc. Just try to get out more, or simply try taking walks. (Might seem retarded but it helps)

Fakecel

Sus

 

[senegambianbro]

Stop speaking like this dude, AAVE is so illegible when it's typed out. Also you can't go to conventions when you're broke, and you definitely can't make friends when you're ugly AND ND. The walking I agree with though.

 

[GreerTech Creations]

I'm 18,5'6, sub 5 I've never had a real girlfriend or friends for that matter. I moved to the U.S. from a foreign country when I was 7 years old and was bullied relentlessly as soon as I entered the school system for not speaking English properly, being ugly, and my short stature even as a kid. I feel like this really stunted my social development as from then on I've turned into a very reserved, quiet person which led to more ridicule among my peers. I never succeeded in school as a whole I dont feel like going in depth with this but I just became chronically online during my teen years so I could make friends and seek approval from people online (mainly girls) and this devastated my academic life as I didnt even get to graduate until very recently with a 1.2 gpa. At age 14 I had met this girl on tiktok and we started talking and got into an online relationship even though I never showed her my face but about 3 months after we were dating I sent her a selfie and she broke up with me shortly after and found a taller better looking guy than me that same weel lol. I was so desperate for validation from girls that I had started catfishing girls pretending to be an htn I found on social media that looked like a better version of me so they would be interested in me and compliment me even though I wasn't who they were complimenting yet I still felt validated because they were telling me that they wanted me and every time I would get this validation from them it would just push me to keep going with the facade. I feel so retarded and shameful for doing this I literally have no friends no talent absolutely nothing to be proud of about my retarded chud life. I have a wagie job and I have a car (lame 4 cylender nissan) but im still broke as fuck since I have to pay almost all the bills since my mom has no job now. My mom my absent father feel no sense of pride in me they probably see me how I see myself an ugly retarded loser. I'm going to try as hard as I can to change my mindset and improve my life until I'm 25 and if it hasn't gotten any better then then I'll just rope .depression cannot even begin to describe the pain and misery I feel everyday I dont even want a girlfriend or sex or love anymore I just want to feel happy and be proud of 1 good thing I did during my meaningless existence.

I would suggest getting a hobby. Hobbies can give you a sense of purpose.

 

[Caichan]

I'm 18,5'6, sub 5 I've never had a real girlfriend or friends for that matter. I moved to the U.S. from a foreign country when I was 7 years old and was bullied relentlessly as soon as I entered the school system for not speaking English properly, being ugly, and my short stature even as a kid. I feel like this really stunted my social development as from then on I've turned into a very reserved, quiet person which led to more ridicule among my peers. I never succeeded in school as a whole I dont feel like going in depth with this but I just became chronically online during my teen years so I could make friends and seek approval from people online (mainly girls) and this devastated my academic life as I didnt even get to graduate until very recently with a 1.2 gpa. At age 14 I had met this girl on tiktok and we started talking and got into an online relationship even though I never showed her my face but about 3 months after we were dating I sent her a selfie and she broke up with me shortly after and found a taller better looking guy than me that same weel lol. I was so desperate for validation from girls that I had started catfishing girls pretending to be an htn I found on social media that looked like a better version of me so they would be interested in me and compliment me even though I wasn't who they were complimenting yet I still felt validated because they were telling me that they wanted me and every time I would get this validation from them it would just push me to keep going with the facade. I feel so retarded and shameful for doing this I literally have no friends no talent absolutely nothing to be proud of about my retarded chud life. I have a wagie job and I have a car (lame 4 cylender nissan) but im still broke as fuck since I have to pay almost all the bills since my mom has no job now. My mom my absent father feel no sense of pride in me they probably see me how I see myself an ugly retarded loser. I'm going to try as hard as I can to change my mindset and improve my life until I'm 25 and if it hasn't gotten any better then then I'll just rope .depression cannot even begin to describe the pain and misery I feel everyday I dont even want a girlfriend or sex or love anymore I just want to feel happy and be proud of 1 good thing I did during my meaningless existence.

I don’t have a gun