
TheGrayWolf
Hear me howl!
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... which is an absolute LIE. Why does she always LIE. I did my research and it's obvious that looks of men are ALWAYS important, but they don't become more important after a man or foid is 30, between 16 and 28, looks are everything.
I really wonder how it feels like to be loved romantically, to have someone, and sex would just be a bonus.
My mom knows I'll never get a gf so she thinks she means well, when she tries to manipulate me that "relationships are overrated", "friendships are more important" (when I say, "but not to me", she replies with "that's just my opinion" – tbh, I think she's stretching the truth here. Friendships, she thinks, are better for me bc I'll never get a gf anyway at least not a nice or pretty one – and she's 59 and doesnt want a romantic relationship anymore. If you order fish in a restaurant, I won't tell you, right then and there, "oh I don't like fish."), she also says relationships are "mostly trouble" and "many people's well-being suffer in relationships."
Does she really think I let myself be influenced into not wanting a gf anymore? (she'd be happy if I got one – but only bc I'll be out of the house more often – just as much as I'd be happy if she became CEO of a huge company – neither will happen). Know what I'm saying?
I swear to whatever gods are up there, I won't become a wageslave who works 40-42 hours per week (in a job that will with 99.99% certainty make me miserable), then come home to an empty house or apartment (sorry, if she's there I also count it as empty). I'll just NEET, then die.
This will be my future, it's like knowing you'll be in jail for the rest of your life.
I really wonder how it feels like to be loved romantically, to have someone, and sex would just be a bonus.
My mom knows I'll never get a gf so she thinks she means well, when she tries to manipulate me that "relationships are overrated", "friendships are more important" (when I say, "but not to me", she replies with "that's just my opinion" – tbh, I think she's stretching the truth here. Friendships, she thinks, are better for me bc I'll never get a gf anyway at least not a nice or pretty one – and she's 59 and doesnt want a romantic relationship anymore. If you order fish in a restaurant, I won't tell you, right then and there, "oh I don't like fish."), she also says relationships are "mostly trouble" and "many people's well-being suffer in relationships."
Does she really think I let myself be influenced into not wanting a gf anymore? (she'd be happy if I got one – but only bc I'll be out of the house more often – just as much as I'd be happy if she became CEO of a huge company – neither will happen). Know what I'm saying?
I swear to whatever gods are up there, I won't become a wageslave who works 40-42 hours per week (in a job that will with 99.99% certainty make me miserable), then come home to an empty house or apartment (sorry, if she's there I also count it as empty). I'll just NEET, then die.
This will be my future, it's like knowing you'll be in jail for the rest of your life.