turbosperg
PTSD ADD NW4 5'8½" 4/10 sperg
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Today I told my thERapist of the dream I had last night, in which I had a girlfriend and we were doing things together with her and her family (e.g. the two of us cooking a meal for the whole family etc.).
He said this is a sign of "improvement", that I'm looking at my own idea of a cure -- getting out and about and finding a gf.
The problem is... I'm not attractive enough for any girl to want me.
So, I'm sad because the implication is that my own "cure" depends on me deincelizing, finding a "loving" relationship etc. and we all know the prospects are slim for a guy like me (37, balding, avg. height, below avg. face, framelet, mentally ill, not rich, no friends, etc.).
I'm living the catch-22 of inceldom:
to get mentally stable, I must have meaningful relationships.
to get meaningful relationships, I must be mentally stable (and younger, handsome, NT, socialmaxxed, statusmaxxed, moneymaxxed etc.)
Since I'm not getting any younger, any taller, any richer, any more handsome anytime soon (='till death), then it seems I'm damned.
He said this is a sign of "improvement", that I'm looking at my own idea of a cure -- getting out and about and finding a gf.
The problem is... I'm not attractive enough for any girl to want me.
So, I'm sad because the implication is that my own "cure" depends on me deincelizing, finding a "loving" relationship etc. and we all know the prospects are slim for a guy like me (37, balding, avg. height, below avg. face, framelet, mentally ill, not rich, no friends, etc.).
I'm living the catch-22 of inceldom:
to get mentally stable, I must have meaningful relationships.
to get meaningful relationships, I must be mentally stable (and younger, handsome, NT, socialmaxxed, statusmaxxed, moneymaxxed etc.)
Since I'm not getting any younger, any taller, any richer, any more handsome anytime soon (='till death), then it seems I'm damned.
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