My soul is officially dead

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

I spend most of my time in imaginary situations. I started talking to myself outloud, I can't distinguish between reality and imaginary nightmares. I can't remember if I said fuck you to someone and paranoia is starting to take it's toll.

That wouldn't be such a problem if there wasn't 5 more years of forced social contact ahead.

Also I feel pain in my chest which is alarming for a young person. This week I was badly humiliated three times. People are happy to see me struggle to talk as I'm getting more and more retarded. My face got it's first unremovable wrinkles. Soon I'll look like some schizophrenic grandpa and employment will become a very hard question.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Also I feel pain in my chest which is alarming for a young person.

My face got it's first unremovable wrinkles.

How old are you?

I spend most of my time in imaginary situations.

I wish I could daydream to escape.

 

[despisedpaul]

I can't remember if I said fuck you to someone and paranoia is starting to take it's toll.

i can never tell if I just think something or if i said it out loud

Also I feel pain in my chest which is alarming for a young person. This week I was badly humiliated three times.

brutal stress and high blood pressure pill

I'm getting more and more retarded.

cognitive decline from neurosis

My face got it's first unremovable wrinkles. Soon I'll look like some schizophrenic grandpa

 

[Obour1995]

What do YOU want to do next. Come to grips by what ur organism wants done. U are it’s slave and must follow its orders.

 

[Fifita]

I started talking to myself outloud

I regularly have a screaming outburst for no random reason

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

How old are you?

I won't say exactly, but it's around 18-20.

I wish I could daydream to escape.

People aren't letting me do it.
They are like wake up, it's time for soy and suffering.

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

i can never tell if I just think something or if i said it out loud

Same

brutal stress and high blood pressure pill

cognitive decline from neurosis

Death in aleep is nice, but my pc and very private stuff will be exposed to prying normibitch eyes.

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Our destiny

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

I regularly have a screaming outburst for no random reason

I need to ride a bus 10km and walk 5 km to reach the perfect screaming spot on meadow.

 

[NorthernWind]

Do you live in Serbia?

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

Do you live in Serbia?

You are asking this for a third time. Yes, gospodine SeverniVetar, I live in Serbia, Serbia among the plums.

 

[Emba]

Do you live in Serbia?

He should make plans to become a local warlord during the next collapse/shtf...

Study maps of resource areas, stash guns and many many kilos of ammo...

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

He should make plans to become a local warlord during the next collapse/shtf...

Study maps of resource areas, stash guns and many many kilos of ammo...

Gun ownership got cucked here after the incident. Getting a firearm legally im Serbia is impossible now. People are getting massively disarmed by MUP, they just cancel their gun ownership and instruct them to take it to nearest police station.
Also, everyone are pussies and they would only follow some tall guy who just decided to play games.

 

[starystulejarz]

It's not dead yet reptilians need to eat it first

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

It's not dead yet reptilians need to eat it first

You remind me of my based villager cousin who has name like some orthodox saint

 

[Gendocel]

Based and no-soul pilled

 

[Emba]

yGun ownership got cucked here after the incident. Getting a firearm legally im Serbia is impossible now. People are getting massively disarmed by MUP, they just cancel their gun ownership and instruct them to take it to nearest police station.
Also, everyone are pussies and they would only follow some tall guy who just decided to play games.

I didn't say it would be easy or legal...

I just said it's a good idea.

Selco also says so.

 

[NorthernWind]

You are asking this for a third time.

I don't even remember. Probably being socially isolated and outcasted influences memory.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I won't say exactly, but it's around 18-20.

People aren't letting me do it.
They are like wake up, it's time for soy and suffering.

Getting heart problems in your late teens early 20's is brutal. I hope it's a false alarm and instead just heartburn from eating weird foods.

 

[SerbBurekConsoomer]

Probably being socially isolated and outcasted influences memory.

Probably

 

[Drinkcel]

i can never tell if I just think something or if i said it out loud

brutal stress and high blood pressure pill

cognitive decline from neurosis

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[SteelCentaur]

I spend most of my time in imaginary situations. I started talking to myself outloud, I can't distinguish between reality and imaginary nightmares. I can't remember if I said fuck you to someone and paranoia is starting to take it's toll.

Relatable. In strictly physical terms, I am still here. Mentally speaking, however, my mind has long since achieved liftoff to another world. A better world, the world of dreams and imagination. A world that's rich in copium deposits.