I can sense how subhuman my gait is

[trrrrrsarescary]

Even the way I walk is subhuman, especially when im anxious, I notice that my steps are too short and rapid, so I adopt this kind of hobbling clumsy sort of gait instead of the graceful effortless gait that normies have, it's bad enough that it's given me severe plantar fascitis in my right foot to the point where walking even a mile is absolute agony and I end up limping and hobbling even more because my most foot basically seizes up and essentially gives out, it gets so bad that once I get home my right foot is paralysed for a few minutes

Idk why I walk this way, maybe it's because I'm so uncomfortable because my primal monkey brain recognises that I'm judged harshly wherever I go or it's due to neurological differences caused by my autism itself, either way it's brutal, my nervous system truly is fucked, FUCKED I tell you

 

[rcnfive]

i know this all too well - and the anxiety of knowing you walk retarded makes it worse.

i have been made fun of multiple times and mocked by the way i walk too so i know it's not all in my head.

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

Even the way I walk is subhuman, especially when im anxious, I notice that my steps are too short and rapid, so I adopt this kind of hobbling clumsy sort of gait instead of the graceful effortless gait that normies have, it's bad enough that it's given me severe plantar fascitis in my right foot to the point where walking even a mile is absolute agony and I end up limping and hobbling even more because my most foot basically seizes up and essentially gives out, it gets so bad that once I get home my right foot is paralysed for a few minutes

Idk why I walk this way, maybe it's because I'm so uncomfortable because my primal monkey brain recognises that I'm judged harshly wherever I go or it's due to neurological differences caused by my autism itself, either way it's brutal, my nervous system truly is fucked, FUCKED I tell you

Don't be so hard on yourself honestly.

 

[JesusChristReborn]

This is why I only walk at night. Used to be bullied for how I ran mainly, and occasionally how I walked, now I only go outside at night. I never see anyone, so there's no envy, no judgement, just peace. It's brilliant.

 

[JesusChristReborn]

it's due to neurological differences caused by my autism itself, either way it's brutal, my nervous system truly is fucked, FUCKED I tell you

Highly likely, autism is a motherfucker.

 

[tired as fuck]

My own father mocks me for the way I walk, I can understand a bit what you're saying; though I never have gotten to the point of getting fascitis, but every time I go out I get pretty big blisters on my sole.

 

[Cryo]

Even the way I walk is subhuman, especially when im anxious, I notice that my steps are too short and rapid, so I adopt this kind of hobbling clumsy sort of gait instead of the graceful effortless gait that normies have, it's bad enough that it's given me severe plantar fascitis in my right foot to the point where walking even a mile is absolute agony and I end up limping and hobbling even more because my most foot basically seizes up and essentially gives out, it gets so bad that once I get home my right foot is paralysed for a few minutes

Idk why I walk this way, maybe it's because I'm so uncomfortable because my primal monkey brain recognises that I'm judged harshly wherever I go or it's due to neurological differences caused by my autism itself, either way it's brutal, my nervous system truly is fucked, FUCKED I tell you

Relatable