Deleted member 39207
allergic to copium
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when im with my "friends" (if you can even call them that, we haven't seen each other in months and our interactions are limited to a lousy gc, jfl fucking scum) I'm always the butt of some stupid joke or left out of functions/conversations. It hurts even more because during covid I left the school we all went to and I had to start over post-lockdown while they got to see each other almost daily when the restrictions lifted. If I could, I would leave those fucks behind and find a new, better social circle where I could fit in and be treated like a human being; obviously if I could do that as easily as I wanted to, I wouldnt be on this site.
My only real friend who I'd give my life for (and vice versa) moved away to his home country, so our contact is limited to texting and voice messages now. I know people here and there but not well enough, and I've slowly lost contact with my acquaintances over the months so I'm stuck in this fucking rut indefinitely
It's very much over for me. If this keeps up im definitely not gonna make it past this next year, my soul is rotting away and the rope beckons
My only real friend who I'd give my life for (and vice versa) moved away to his home country, so our contact is limited to texting and voice messages now. I know people here and there but not well enough, and I've slowly lost contact with my acquaintances over the months so I'm stuck in this fucking rut indefinitely
It's very much over for me. If this keeps up im definitely not gonna make it past this next year, my soul is rotting away and the rope beckons