It's Over My senile father should die for his own good

[MonkeyInaT34]

I mentioned before that I've been visiting my father in the hospital due to his pneumonia, it was extremely severe and spread to his brain, he's been delirious since he'd gotten sick.

The doctor discharged him today since his physical condition had improved, but he now has some sort of dementia, he forgot nearly everything he'd known and cannot retain new information.

My birthgiver decided to take him home since we spent all our money on medical bills and can't afford a care home. I insisted on giving him back to his caretaker and footing the bill next month, his behavior is erratic, he constantly asks the same question "Where am I?" "Who are you?" "What's going on?" and alike every 10 minutes or so, even when sleeping, he'll suddenly wake and start his routine.

In the end we brought him back, worst fucking decision because I of course am his watcher. He always gets up and asks the same shit, answering is futile so I just stay silent. He only sleeps in bursts, so this questioning session lasts the entire day and has been going on for 2 days.

I'm tired of it, I hate dealing with him in this state, he's constantly questioning and saying "I don't know what to do" "I want to die", he should die, but euthanasia is illegal in my country. living like this isn't "living", it's suffering until you finally give in.

I used to visit him often when I was young, he'd talk a lot, cook food, was physically active, now he's fucking senile, he's not even alive anymore, just a living corpse that rambles 24/7

It really stresses me out, he needs to be sent to a care home. I hope he dies for the better, nobody should have to live like this, in both of our cases. I need some fucking sleep but he won't stop waking up and questioning the same shit.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

Honestly if he had died in Vietnam this entire mess would've been prevented, including my existence.

 

[TooSomething]

Bring him to a lonely place, take a shotgun with you and tell him to check out these beautiful flowers.

You know the rest.

 

[Shay]

Brutal

 

[Dead End]

I can empathise to some extent. My grandmother had dementia for years before she died. She was just a massive burden on the family and everyone just wanted her to die. She was barely human at that point, she couldn't hold a conversation or retain basic information. She probably felt miserable and had zero autonomy. Honestly, euthanasia is the only good solution for those with dementia and similar conditions.

 

[retardfuel30]

I wish my father would die

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

I wish my father would die

I wish mine would die too, he's suffering, and I'm suffering because of tending to his condition

My routine is ruined, I can't give attention to my waifu anymore, but she won't mind, paper doesn't need much work anyways.

 

[nazianime]

In these moments should you have a special drink powder with a bunch of cyanide in it and ask for your favorite drink to be made for you, in your will of care?

Only hazard is that you have to keep it hidden so others are so not accidentally drink it.

Edit now that I think about it, you can just label it with a prescription label to keep others from drinking it.

 

[WanderingWhenWinter]

Absolutely grim, I would never want to end up in that state, partly also because there would be no one to take care of me, but your father at least has you.

 

[H8mychudlife]

Red pill copers will say your dad his finally reached his prime.

Soyciety will never acknowledge the ugly side of life and legalise euthanasia.

They care more about their bluepilled worldview than the suffering of individuals.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

Absolutely grim, I would never want to end up in that state, partly also because there would be no one to take care of me, but your father at least has you.

Fuck him, I'll let his "wife" deal with him. It's 2 AM and I haven't gotten any sleep because he won't stop waking up in a confused state and saying random shit every 10 minutes.

I just want him to fucking die already, he'll continue to be like this until he dies anyways, nobody should have to live like this. I just want to go back to my usual routine of waifuposting.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

Red pill copers will say your dad his finally reached his prime.

Soyciety will never acknowledge the ugly side of life and legalise euthanasia.

They care more about their bluepilled worldview than the suffering of individuals.

You haven't reached your prime until you forget your own existence and cannot retain new information

 

[Emba]

Brutal

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I dont under understand why countries just dont legalise euthanasia. There are so many old people who are dependent on 24/7 medical treatment, medicin etc. and have incurable diseases. All they do is suffer and vegetate away. That way also there would be much more money for the medical sector, which is completely overwhelmed and exhausted nowadays because we have so many old people walking around

 

[Squatting Slavcel]

sheeeeeeeeeit, that would drive me nuts. Imagine if this goes on for years.

 

[poorenglishcel]

Sorry mate