Stonersperg
Diagnosed autistic schizo stimulant user/ex stoner
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- Joined
- May 16, 2021
- Posts
- 327
I'm on the schizo and autism spectrum so I'm very delusional and been getting violent thoughts from being abused my whole life and I've been having urges to to ER like a homeless person (I've been homeless) by spotting a stacy dressing like a whore on the street and stabbing or shooting her.
But I don't want to act on these urges because it'll be traumatizing for me and I have a heart and I don't like hurting people (I never have I'm being serious). I'm afraid I'll lose it one day and go full schizo and act on these urges but I've been able to keep my cool.
But I don't want to act on these urges because it'll be traumatizing for me and I have a heart and I don't like hurting people (I never have I'm being serious). I'm afraid I'll lose it one day and go full schizo and act on these urges but I've been able to keep my cool.