I went through the paper mess and organized everything digital and non digital as good as I could now. Had to empty the bin two times jfl.
But fuuaaaarkkk my eyes still hurt after 13 hours of sleep and half a day later and I didn't even really read anything just glanced over it.
I need to take a break.
But how can I, after taking a look into the abyss?
The problems I am confronted with are incomprehensible for the normal mind and I am not even talking about inceldom here. And everything you just hear by normies is their smug bullshittery...
Let's face it noone will help you no matter how bad physically and mentally it gets.
sth sth bootstraps...
At the estimated rate I will be able to ascend in fifteen years maybe. To bad I will be old and grey by then. Normies simply larp as if time and age doesn't exist. "It's okay brah just take your time. it's okay that you are disabled".
As if society doesn't have any expectations and won't gladly backstab you if you cannot keep pace.
As if depression etc. are not degenerative diseases.
As if time will not take double its toll in those "cripple" years.
"Your legs are crushed, mate? Just crawl to the hospital! This will be good therapy for your legs!"
FU normie!
But fuuaaaarkkk my eyes still hurt after 13 hours of sleep and half a day later and I didn't even really read anything just glanced over it.
I need to take a break.
But how can I, after taking a look into the abyss?
The problems I am confronted with are incomprehensible for the normal mind and I am not even talking about inceldom here. And everything you just hear by normies is their smug bullshittery...
Let's face it noone will help you no matter how bad physically and mentally it gets.
sth sth bootstraps...
At the estimated rate I will be able to ascend in fifteen years maybe. To bad I will be old and grey by then. Normies simply larp as if time and age doesn't exist. "It's okay brah just take your time. it's okay that you are disabled".
As if society doesn't have any expectations and won't gladly backstab you if you cannot keep pace.
As if depression etc. are not degenerative diseases.
As if time will not take double its toll in those "cripple" years.
"Your legs are crushed, mate? Just crawl to the hospital! This will be good therapy for your legs!"
FU normie!
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