I've scavenged enough and managed to find a bunch of amateur porn that fits exactly my tastes. Petite, submissive, and the positions + couple dynamics that I like as well (cumshot, handjobs, and natural sex with moaning, panties, stockings, no tattoos, skinny guy and skinny girl). The positions of these videos are incredibly hot and involve a lot of flexibility and wrapping legs around each other as well as very appealing angles. But this is destroying my mental health. The more I watch the more It creeps on the back of my head about these being things that I'll never manage to do. They're extremely pleasurable to fap to because they are far more immersive, but they also make me dread my existence.
I don't know what to do, amateur porn is just on another level compared to all professional porn there is. But they make me want to not exist so bad, especially these ones I found from the couples I found are absolutely ropefuel. I'm just in cycle of fapping to moaning and cumshot video. The more I fap to this the more horny I get but the more depressed I get as well. This a bad life cuh. I live worse than a starving african. Atleast snickers from Africa fuck, man I hate everything something just put me out of my misery.
I don't know what to do, amateur porn is just on another level compared to all professional porn there is. But they make me want to not exist so bad, especially these ones I found from the couples I found are absolutely ropefuel. I'm just in cycle of fapping to moaning and cumshot video. The more I fap to this the more horny I get but the more depressed I get as well. This a bad life cuh. I live worse than a starving african. Atleast snickers from Africa fuck, man I hate everything something just put me out of my misery.
