Ive noticed something recently.
My inhibition had been massively lowered, I'm way more talkative, way more open, and less afraid of things (I was a wuss back then). This has attributed to me having more relationships (not in love way, friendship).
This is all great, but it comes with a catch. I'm much more angry and antisocial.
In my daily life, I'm often at my peak rage after school, seeing some couples and all that shit, then having to go back home myself, this is where I'm the most dangerous. That said, I've turned much more antisocial and angry.
Antisocial - I don't give a shit about people and that shit. I hate the society with all of my burning flames. In the elevator I'd press all of the buttons to purposely delay people (who are mostly normies) from transporting. Sometimes I piss on the floor and 'accidentally' pollute the toilet with my piss, so flushcels will 'enjoy' getting their hands dirty. Sometimes when I feel well, I don't do anything. I got so angry when I see a teenager help a old woman in a wheelchair.
Anger - Since my mood is also much angrier these days, I'm no that afraid of confrontation anymore. In fact, I've got into multiple confrontation, mostly with stupid people. I've complained loudly on the stupid school systems, and exchanged words with the security. But my anger disappears when I'm with my 'friends', or I do a great job at hiding it.
It feels great to have low inhibition, but I wish my mental stability would be better.
Being an incel is hell, and the mental illnesses just keep coming. First depression, then eating disorder, then antisocial personality disorder, and I don't even know what's news.
My inhibition had been massively lowered, I'm way more talkative, way more open, and less afraid of things (I was a wuss back then). This has attributed to me having more relationships (not in love way, friendship).
This is all great, but it comes with a catch. I'm much more angry and antisocial.
In my daily life, I'm often at my peak rage after school, seeing some couples and all that shit, then having to go back home myself, this is where I'm the most dangerous. That said, I've turned much more antisocial and angry.
Antisocial - I don't give a shit about people and that shit. I hate the society with all of my burning flames. In the elevator I'd press all of the buttons to purposely delay people (who are mostly normies) from transporting. Sometimes I piss on the floor and 'accidentally' pollute the toilet with my piss, so flushcels will 'enjoy' getting their hands dirty. Sometimes when I feel well, I don't do anything. I got so angry when I see a teenager help a old woman in a wheelchair.
Anger - Since my mood is also much angrier these days, I'm no that afraid of confrontation anymore. In fact, I've got into multiple confrontation, mostly with stupid people. I've complained loudly on the stupid school systems, and exchanged words with the security. But my anger disappears when I'm with my 'friends', or I do a great job at hiding it.
It feels great to have low inhibition, but I wish my mental stability would be better.
Being an incel is hell, and the mental illnesses just keep coming. First depression, then eating disorder, then antisocial personality disorder, and I don't even know what's news.
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