Deleted member 22999
5’4 Akechicel
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Not LARPing I’m just serious. My level of real world engagement is insanely low. I spend my time either playing vidya or daydreaming. I always daydream about this alternative future where I’m this cool assassin guy with a neat mask and clothes and stuff. Death matches are televised like a blood sport and I’m the champ. I also think about hijaking every screen on earth (jumbo trons and phones and computers etc) and broadcasting some totally insane stuff. It’s reached the point where I think more about what I will do in this world than in my actual life. I often pace around my room in the same exact “L shape” path for hours on end while listening to music from my headphones, exclusively without any lyrics. I spend the small time not filled up by those activities talking to the box guy I made and set up on the chair across from my bed. It’s sorta therapeutic and whenever I make those “Venomkore Voice Things” vocaroos I’m always talking to this thing.
The only actual emotions I’ve felt in a while are envy and anger, and even those are minimal. I usually just feel vegetative or passive. Seriously considering delusionmaxxing and just convincing myself everything I think of is real
This is what no pussy does 2 a guy
The only actual emotions I’ve felt in a while are envy and anger, and even those are minimal. I usually just feel vegetative or passive. Seriously considering delusionmaxxing and just convincing myself everything I think of is real
This is what no pussy does 2 a guy