nico
reverse betabuxxer
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Yea, although I wouldn't betacuck for a whore and have kids.
But rest of my life would end up like him, invisible to the family, financially a loser, never made an asset, got taken advantage of by siblings and cousins, and yea, a short autistic ltn.
Although I'd say he was mtn back in his youth but still short and autistic, probably a virgin until he got arranged marriage.
Sometimes I feel for him,I even try to connect but he knows that it's quite useless to even think about this at the age of 60 when the life is pretty much over.
The more distant I am from him the more I understand him, I hate him for giving me this life but he didn't have it any better .
I don't wanna say that I disappointed him but im pretty sure he knows how I am.
My other siblings got lucky with the mother's side of family's genes, they're better looking and taller and NT, and most of all, they are accepted and loved by the family and have real friends in life.
im sorry dad, i just didn't understand this shit.
ofcourse you cursed me with this life but so were you.
it's over.
But rest of my life would end up like him, invisible to the family, financially a loser, never made an asset, got taken advantage of by siblings and cousins, and yea, a short autistic ltn.
Although I'd say he was mtn back in his youth but still short and autistic, probably a virgin until he got arranged marriage.
Sometimes I feel for him,I even try to connect but he knows that it's quite useless to even think about this at the age of 60 when the life is pretty much over.
The more distant I am from him the more I understand him, I hate him for giving me this life but he didn't have it any better .
I don't wanna say that I disappointed him but im pretty sure he knows how I am.
My other siblings got lucky with the mother's side of family's genes, they're better looking and taller and NT, and most of all, they are accepted and loved by the family and have real friends in life.
im sorry dad, i just didn't understand this shit.
ofcourse you cursed me with this life but so were you.
it's over.





