Venting I hate my dad but I still miss him

[Mohamedömar]

My dad died in december 2025 at age of 73 and I will be 20 in 3 months

He was 5'3 but with better genetics (At his youth in the 70s), I was born when he was 54.
He didn't take care of me physically, he let me go out in the sun when I was young with no protection so I became from lighter to ugly dark brown, I was so weak and still and he didn't make me play a sport or go to gym when I was young, he let the dandruff and the sun destroy my hair and didn't take me to the doctor, I got bullied because of my teeth and he didn't take me to a dentist to make braces, he put all his money in the bank till the money lost it is value instead of making a house so we can marry and have a fortune.

All he wanted is to study hard, that is it but physicall I am suck, If he took care of me physically, I would be like 5'9 with a strong body and acceptable shape and maybe a bigger thicker dick. When i told him that I am incel because of him and I am in pain, he just called me retard and insulted me badly instead of admitting his mistake .

But I still miss him and I don't know why

 

[Grodd]

I wouldn't give a shit if my dad were to die

 

[Mohamedömar]

I wouldn't give a shit if my dad were to die

Brutal

 

[nihilum]

I wouldn't give a shit if my dad were to die

 

[gracious sub5]

He didn't take care of me physically, he let me go out in the sun when I was young with no protection so I became from lighter to ugly dark brown, I was so weak and still and he didn't make me play a sport or go to gym when I was young, he let the dandruff and the sun destroy my hair and didn't take me to the doctor, I got bullied because of my teeth and he didn't take me to a dentist to make braces, he put all his money in the bank till the money lost it is value instead of making a house so we can marry and have a fortune.

This part is so relatable. My short ethnic father is also like this.

 

[Mohamedömar]

This part is so relatable. My short ethnic father is also like this.

 

[UnluckyPrimate]

Having you at 54 is so fucked, my dad was 44.

 

[Freixel]

incel trait: you miss people you hate

 

[AutistKing]

Well no shit he was still your father even if his mistook care of you

 

[TrollPILLER]

My dad died in december 2025 at age of 73 and I will be 20 in 3 months

He was 5'3 but with better genetics (At his youth in the 70s), I was born when he was 54.
He didn't take care of me physically, he let me go out in the sun when I was young with no protection so I became from lighter to ugly dark brown, I was so weak and still and he didn't make me play a sport or go to gym when I was young, he let the dandruff and the sun destroy my hair and didn't take me to the doctor, I got bullied because of my teeth and he didn't take me to a dentist to make braces, he put all his money in the bank till the money lost it is value instead of making a house so we can marry and have a fortune.

All he wanted is to study hard, that is it but physicall I am suck, If he took care of me physically, I would be like 5'9 with a strong body and acceptable shape and maybe a bigger thicker dick. When i told him that I am incel because of him and I am in pain, he just called me retard and insulted me badly instead of admitting his mistake .

But I still miss him and I don't know why

how tall are you now bro cel?

 

[Initium]

I wouldn't give a shit if my dad were to die

 

[Mohamedömar]

how tall are you now bro cel?

5'4 to 5'5

 

[TrollPILLER]

5'4 to 5'5

brooootal

 

[Mohamedömar]

Well no shit he was still your father even if his mistook care of you

Sadly true

 

[Mohamedömar]

brooootal

I know, I feel like an ugly child among men

 

[Mohamedömar]

you miss people you hate

He is my father not all people I hate

 

[Mohamedömar]

Having you at 54 is so fucked, my dad was 44.

How old are you?

 

[toijweoiwjdoi]

Don't even know who my dad is. Brazil's parental anarchy is a joke. Fuck this cursed country

 

[Mohamedömar]

Don't even know who my dad is. Brazil's parental anarchy is a joke. Fuck this cursed country

Brazil with all respect for you is a shithole
gangs everywhere, killing and crimes are like normal things there

I don't know how could you stay in that hell

 

[toijweoiwjdoi]

Brazil with all respect for you is a shithole
gangs everywhere, killing and crimes are like normal things there

I don't know how could you stay in that hell

Should I try Egyptmaxxing?

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

Sounds like my own dismissive father, all they care about is stacking up worthless money and ignoring their children. They destroy your potential, all while stomping on your self esteem and pride. You should never miss him, i'd honestly piss on his grave if i was you (too bad my father isn't dead yet)

 

[Mohamedömar]

Should I try Egyptmaxxing?

Hell no
Egypt is a shithole too
I wanna get out of it

 

[Mohamedömar]

all they care about is stacking up worthless money and ignoring their children.

Cruel dads

You should never miss him, i'd honestly piss on his grave if i was you

I don't know why I miss him

(too bad my father isn't dead yet)

 

[UnluckyPrimate]

How old are you?

19, I turn 20 in September, I'm also 5'5-5'6.

 

[Mohamedömar]

19, I turn 20 in September, I'm also 5'5-5'6.

Same as me bro

 

[FrenchcelNeverbegan]

My dad died in december 2025 at age of 73 and I will be 20 in 3 months

He was 5'3 but with better genetics (At his youth in the 70s), I was born when he was 54.
He didn't take care of me physically, he let me go out in the sun when I was young with no protection so I became from lighter to ugly dark brown, I was so weak and still and he didn't make me play a sport or go to gym when I was young, he let the dandruff and the sun destroy my hair and didn't take me to the doctor, I got bullied because of my teeth and he didn't take me to a dentist to make braces, he put all his money in the bank till the money lost it is value instead of making a house so we can marry and have a fortune.

All he wanted is to study hard, that is it but physicall I am suck, If he took care of me physically, I would be like 5'9 with a strong body and acceptable shape and maybe a bigger thicker dick. When i told him that I am incel because of him and I am in pain, he just called me retard and insulted me badly instead of admitting his mistake .

But I still miss him and I don't know why

mine will die soon too , sorry for your loss bro , mine will die due his own fault even if he did suffer in life that s why i barely say anything to him basically (survived the bosnian war , was a war prisoner for 2 years) , he does alcohol , he s 63 and looks 70 because of it , he has to get some surgeries to avoid skin cancer , the surgeries are light but still he still drinks alcohol despite having to have surgeries which is fucking bad i tried to get him out of alcohol he just doesn t want to , i tried to explain him my situation and he just doesn t accept lookism everytime i tell him i m not attractive enough he gets pissed and refuses to accept the truth like he gets his hand on his forehead and says he s tired of hearing that like moron you made me lmao but whatever i gave up on trying to explain waste of time , i don t think he has a lot of time left if he continues drinking he ll probably pass in his early seventies.

 

[hook-nosed trash]

My dad died in december 2025 at age of 73 and I will be 20 in 3 months

He was 5'3 but with better genetics (At his youth in the 70s), I was born when he was 54.
He didn't take care of me physically, he let me go out in the sun when I was young with no protection so I became from lighter to ugly dark brown, I was so weak and still and he didn't make me play a sport or go to gym when I was young, he let the dandruff and the sun destroy my hair and didn't take me to the doctor, I got bullied because of my teeth and he didn't take me to a dentist to make braces, he put all his money in the bank till the money lost it is value instead of making a house so we can marry and have a fortune.

All he wanted is to study hard, that is it but physicall I am suck, If he took care of me physically, I would be like 5'9 with a strong body and acceptable shape and maybe a bigger thicker dick. When i told him that I am incel because of him and I am in pain, he just called me retard and insulted me badly instead of admitting his mistake .

But I still miss him and I don't know why

My father told me to kill myself because I cursed in public JFL

 

[SubhumanMonkeyMan]

wtf your dad had you at grandpa age JFL

 

[Mohamedömar]

wtf your dad had you at grandpa age JFL

Brutal