I have a nice house, am free, NEET never worked disabiltybuxxmaxxed so never have to work, financial situation is in order, all house choirs always done home is spotless, no severe mental ailments present for a long time, physical health except minor ailments quite stable. And while Im extremely happy about this
Now Im bored
What to do now? I have no hobbies or interests. In all honesty I dont care about anything at all. No subjects I find interesting or worthwhile to pursue as I dont get anything out of it anyways. I just LARP to myself about caring abt them to not fall into despair. No form of pleasure, joy, experience or enrichment I really give a fuck about. I dont want to hurt the very few I love or care about like family but thats about it.
Only copes left are drugs but i dont even care about the high or the trips. Maybe deliriants are better still have some brugmansia and datura around.
What is there to pursue now? All copes have been exhausted at this point and theres no point into joining the societal ratraces Ill lose anyways and working is basically jestermaxxing if you dont really need the money . I also dont care about producing goods and services so some normie lifes get better or more convenient Im not captain saveahoe that will help make the world a better place. Obviously same goes for self impr
vment
So what to do now considering I have no ability to enjoy any interest, hobbies or activities nor a urgent necessity forcing me to do something with my time. Im 27 yo now so prob still 15 years or so left to live cause I smoke cigarettes . How to fill this time?
Now Im bored
What to do now? I have no hobbies or interests. In all honesty I dont care about anything at all. No subjects I find interesting or worthwhile to pursue as I dont get anything out of it anyways. I just LARP to myself about caring abt them to not fall into despair. No form of pleasure, joy, experience or enrichment I really give a fuck about. I dont want to hurt the very few I love or care about like family but thats about it.
Only copes left are drugs but i dont even care about the high or the trips. Maybe deliriants are better still have some brugmansia and datura around.
What is there to pursue now? All copes have been exhausted at this point and theres no point into joining the societal ratraces Ill lose anyways and working is basically jestermaxxing if you dont really need the money . I also dont care about producing goods and services so some normie lifes get better or more convenient Im not captain saveahoe that will help make the world a better place. Obviously same goes for self impr
vmentSo what to do now considering I have no ability to enjoy any interest, hobbies or activities nor a urgent necessity forcing me to do something with my time. Im 27 yo now so prob still 15 years or so left to live cause I smoke cigarettes . How to fill this time?
