SuicideFuel Lost my dopamine

[smoljaw69]

My only source of dopamine is food and porn. Everyday it's a nightmare. My only cope is that I will die someday and finally rest. It nevER began.

 

[racoon4]

don't start drinking tho

 

[Incelius Savage]

First time?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

The "racepill" ruined my dopamine and sent me into "True Rotting" phase.

Note that I had no friends or associates outside of group therapy and yet was being asked to pander to a pretty White lass with shallow thinking. This was during a time when I was being verbally and physically abused by one of my parents for being unable to function like NTs.

Yes. 2016 was much different. I spent hours sitting alone in my room with bottles of urine and sacks of feces because of severe depression/anxiety. I was barely eating and suffering from visual sensory overload/paranoia, which often caused me to curdle into a ball and cry. I received little help for these problems.

As for Shannon Rose...homecoming! Raves! Worship from mentally-ill orbiters! Partial hospitalization for her "severe mental illnesses"! Two stints in the psychiatric hospital! Anything for Queen Shay!

I regained composure in 2020:

 

[El Enemigo]

I mean food and porn is the main source of dopamine of like 80% of men, or not, so don't feel bad