May that day never be blessed. I hope God himself forgets about it. I hope it is never written in any calender day or calender month. I hope no one feels happiness during that day. I hope no one sees light during it. I hope it never sees the rays of the sun. because I didnt die during that day inside of my mothers belly. Why was I even seen at all. my mother could've been my grave and her stomach could be inflammed to keep me inside from being precieved.
