glowIntheDark
I who have never known foids
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I was in such a depressive numbed out phase for this whole week where I was feeling so numb and almost like a void in my chest. So decided to say fuck it to my budget and gorged away so much food today -
Potato chips
mutton roast
chocolate chip cookies
belgian chocolate ice cream
cheesy scrambled eggs
peanut butter chocolate candies
I was just stuffing my mouth with whatever and u know it actually lifted my mood a little bit- made me less suicdal because there's too much food to experience for me to die so early
I understand I can't blow away money like this everyday on food but once a week on Sundays is manageable
So any of my brocels feeling extremely numb and suicdal or depressed or having anhedonia like me should just say fuck it for a day and just splurge on good tasty food once in a while - it will lift ur spirit, and the sleep after overeating is extremely satisfying too.
We have only one life- we can't get gfs /experience romance but we can spend out money/or in my case Daddy's money kek on good food !!!
Potato chips
mutton roast
chocolate chip cookies
belgian chocolate ice cream
cheesy scrambled eggs
peanut butter chocolate candies
I was just stuffing my mouth with whatever and u know it actually lifted my mood a little bit- made me less suicdal because there's too much food to experience for me to die so early
I understand I can't blow away money like this everyday on food but once a week on Sundays is manageable
So any of my brocels feeling extremely numb and suicdal or depressed or having anhedonia like me should just say fuck it for a day and just splurge on good tasty food once in a while - it will lift ur spirit, and the sleep after overeating is extremely satisfying too.
We have only one life- we can't get gfs /experience romance but we can spend out money/or in my case Daddy's money kek on good food !!!





