Venting Losing hope is best thing that can happen to you.

[muthmaxxer]

When you lose hope, you stop investing energy in that thing. You can live your life with no constraints.

Even though 5 years ago I didn't like fight club, but when I re-watched it, I started liking it. I remember a quote from it
"When you lose everything, you are free to do anything" or sth like that

Losing hope will not scare you. I am sitting on a ledge 133(67 metres from ground) metres above Sea level rn, two months earlier I was at the same spot contemplating sth(iykyk jump), I didn't have courage though. Now I have left behind any optimism left in me. I will just live my life, gooning whenever I feel. I will enroll in mountaineering course, I will learn paragliding, I will also go to Afghanistan (wakhan part) and to achieve my bucket list, I will earn whatever minimum I have to earn. Then I will comeback to this ledge. I am not going to put any efforts in impressing foid or go through any humiliation rituals.

I am not even attracted to Indian women due to pron any more, and that's okay, atleast I am relieved from carnal bondage.

 

[Ibrahim997]

Hope is not all bad. Only most of it. I hope to hear from you again my friend

 

[SickWeakCoward]

I've stood on ledges too. I wish i could jump, but i'm too pussy for it. I need a gun.

 

[muthmaxxer]

I've stood on ledges too. I wish i could jump, but i'm too pussy for it. I need a gun.

I am changing my city. Today is my last day in this city. New city won't have any mounts. View was beautiful, and i also saw a rare beautiful Indian foid in specs. I watched her through side eyes. I don't have courage to see her as her bro/uncles are with her, and i fear getting beaten for seeing her, jfl, this is how afraid I am, I can't even see a foid.

 

[Darth Aquarius]

Low inhibs me

 

[BlueCore]

yeah hope is worthless

 

[SickWeakCoward]

I am changing my city. Today is my last day in this city. New city won't have any mounts. View was beautiful, and i also saw a rare beautiful Indian foid in specs. I watched her through side eyes. I don't have courage to see her as her bro/uncles are with her, and i fear getting beaten for seeing her, jfl, this is how afraid I am, I can't even see a foid.

I only look at women on the screen, i rarely go outside - what for? Hey, good luck in the new city though.

 

[Chudwaffen]

I think losing hope got rid of my constant stress and anxiety but in turn made me depressed