Ketamine Fucked Me Up

[universallyabhorred]

Had to go to urgent care, luckily nothing life threatening although they did not test 100% thoroughly since it would take too long. Still feel like shit ever since I took that drug, was worried about my blood pressure but came back normal.

Not going for another infusion fuck that place, fuck that bitch cunt nurse whose negligent care in checking my blood pressure and bringing it down likely led to today's symptoms and that doctor, also fuck ketamine.

Maybe this is a god given sign that it is my destiny to kill myself. What do you think? I feel shittier than ever after taking it but 70-80% of patients report instant mood and motivational improvement, there is truly no hope for this condition. At this point I don't even want to have sex with a female anymore, I just want to end this miserable pointless life.

 

[Michael15651]

How were you treated at the hospital?

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Yeah because taking horse tranquilizers is perfect for mental health. No offense OP, and you probably realize this already, but you were bamboozled by whatever source. Ketamine is a toxic pharmaceutical masquerading as a psychedelic or the like, which actually can have the benefits you seek.

 

[universallyabhorred]

How were you treated at the hospital?

It was alright no complaints. Too tired to care anyway.

Yeah because taking horse tranquilizers is perfect for mental health. No offense OP, and you probably realize this already, but you were bamboozled by whatever source. Ketamine is a toxic pharmaceutical masquerading as a psychedelic or the like, which actually can have the benefits you seek.

Are you suggesting I take shrooms or LSD psychedelics will likely worsen my depression as I will have a bad trip which will further destroy me.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

Yeah because taking horse tranquilizers is perfect for mental health. No offense OP, and you probably realize this already, but you were bamboozled by whatever source. Ketamine is a toxic pharmaceutical masquerading as a psychedelic or the like, which actually can have the benefits you seek.

High IQ

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

It was alright no complaints. Too tired to care anyway.

Are you suggesting I take shrooms or LSD psychedelics will likely worsen my depression as I will have a bad trip which will further destroy me.

Just depends on how your mind works to put it crudley. I smoked pot for the 1st time in years the other night, my tolerance was so low, I might as well have been on acid. I got anxiety from thinking way too deeply about my lot in life, but I actually enjoyed it. Figuring out ways to distract myself from it became a fun little game inside my head, and eventually I felt high and happy until I sobered up and felt the same as always.

 

[Ryo_Hazuki]

That's really disappointing to hear. I was strongly considering trying ketamine.