It happens pretty often to be fair as I'm dying, but not putting that fucking nappy on is what makes the bed fucked. Even typing those words like "nappy" is humiliating as I'm only 36 but I guess I'm classed as an Oldcel, I thought maybe this kind of thing wouldn't happen until my 50's but everything is shutting down now. I won't make 40 let alone 50.
Liver cirrosis, chronic pancreatitis and alcoholic cardiomyopathy.
shits me
When alcohol has ruined your body this is what happens on an almost daily basis.
Same here lol, instead of putting up with this "shit."
I can only agree with this as a teenager you still have the teenage hormones racing through your body and if you have depression on top of that it´s a huge drive to commit suicide. At age 19 I chose to give life another chance and now I have apathy and anhedonia and no teenage hormones or depression to give me that drive to kill myself I so regret not doing it at 18-19
Thanks for the motivation bro. I need it. I saved some money, so i'm gonna be a NEET for a while. Then i'm gone.
It's fine, but cheers anyway bro. It's just what happens when you drink as much as I have over the years. I've just today finished another fellow Oldcel/alcoholiccel's funeral which I will make a new thread about now.
What method will you use?
I will either cut my wrists and neck or hang myself.
So you're basically an extreme alcoholic?
It's all alcohol related, years of drinking 16 pints of cider and half a bottle of vodka a day have destroyed my body. I can't walk more than a few feet anymore without falling down as my balance and legs are shot, need a wheelchair when I'm out and about. Bowels are really fucked as well hence why stuff like this happens. Permanent NEETbux though, the solitary advantage.
didnt need to see that
It's too far gone to repair itself now, plus the pancretitis is quite advanced also. If I stopped all of a sudden my body would go into shock and I would most likely die from that as my heart is pretty dodgy now too.
Started at 16, I'm 36 now so 20 years worth of abuse. I do it most nights but I wear a nappy (diaper) normally at night but I was too pissed and forgot to put it on last night.
What made you drink that much in the past?
The realisation that my slightly older GigaChad brother was getting every Stacy in school, they even used to ask me to set him up with them, and my sister becoming Stacey whilst I am a disabled, drink raddled alcoholic dyingcel.
