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Blackpill Just realized that I haven’t really held a conversation with anyone irl for 3 years

ADHD_cel

ADHD_cel

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As much as I enjoy my solitary lifestyle and hate interacting with normies, it’s making me depressed from time to time. Sometimes I feel a strong sense of derealisation when going outside for grocery or coffee, especially after reading too much blackpill/neurodiversity stuff.
 
I speak with my mother sparingly, but for the most part I am on 4 years now. I haven't drowned in any of the blackpill/neurodiversity stuff though, just been stewing in my own failures and negative thoughts. I don't need to know the blackpill inside and out, see no point.

Not looking forward to re-entering the real world. At least I know what I am now - I am under no illusions or false hopes.
The neurodiversity stuff dealt greater damage to me than the looks pill ngl. At least I wasn’t THAT ugly in my younger years. But the NT pill made me realize how much of a cringe I was in peoples’ eyes and understand the humiliations done to me years ago. Now I don’t even dare to speak to people irl anymore.
 
Do you feel robotic, overthinking each motion, when you are doing the act? Or perhaps you are able to relax and enjoy the experience?
Ngl when I was bluepilled I didn’t overthink at all, and sex felt great. After getting blackpilled there was a phase where I wanted to “show” the foids how good I could fuck which made me more nervous. Now I just take the pleasure without thinking too much (well sometimes I still feel painful knowing that I could fuck such stacys for free if I was born gigachad).
 
As much as I enjoy my solitary lifestyle and hate interacting with normies, it’s making me depressed from time to time. Sometimes I feel a strong sense of derealisation when going outside for grocery or coffee, especially after reading too much blackpill/neurodiversity stuff.
nigga what about your escorts are they dead fish?
 
nigga what about your escorts are they dead fish?
I don’t consider those as “conversations”, just basic greetings and question-answer mode for 5 minutes, kek.
 
I don’t consider those as “conversations”, just basic greetings and question-answer mode for 5 minutes, kek.
she's on your time you paid for it make the bitch speak
 
How you afford rent food etc ?
 

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