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So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
 
Nigga why did u go to a porn forum expecting to find a virgin there jfl
 
It's over if u get mogged by a literal troon :blackpill::blackpill::blackpill:
 
Reading this reminded me of a quote: "Those who are heartless once cared too much."

Most of us here experienced that turning point in our lives where we realized that all we believed in up to that point had been a lie. That in all actuality, women are not these kind, innocent, and loving creatures. In fact, they are the opposite of that.

This is the revelation that truly blackpills you to your core. In the end, all of those positive traits were only wishful thinking. That supposedly "shy" and "nerdy" foid we had assumed would return our affections was cut from the same cloth as the rest of them.
 
So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
Zigger foids on anon chat are a better bet my nigga.
 
So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
What women say they want and what the actually respond to is very different.Thats why you shouldnt listen to what she is attracted to.
 
And the story is lowkey too sad
 
Reading this reminded me of a quote: "Those who are heartless once cared too much."

Most of us here experienced that turning point in our lives where we realized that all we believed in up to that point had been a lie. That in all actuality, women are not these kind, innocent, and loving creatures. In fact, they are the opposite of that.

This is the revelation that truly blackpills you to your core. In the end, all of those positive traits were only wishful thinking. That supposedly "shy" and "nerdy" foid we had assumed would return our affections was cut from the same cloth as the rest of them.
Thanks to this whore, i think i hate "nerdy" foids much much more than normal foids. At least the regular ones are honest about being evil.
 
Thanks to this whore, i think i hate "nerdy" foids much much more than normal foids. At least the regular ones are honest about being evil.
So do I, honestly.

There are two types of foids: Whores, and whores who pretend that they are more than that.
 
Nigga wrote an entire library
 
He has a entire internet archive
I might start leaving plastic bags filled with sugar around town as a prank tbh
 
I hate reading, but damn that was brutal. It really is an eye opener that makes you realize that you don’t hate foids enough. This is their nature and it will never change
 
I hate reading, but damn that was brutal. It really is an eye opener that makes you realize that you don’t hate foids enough. This is their nature and it will never change
The thing is that even as a blackpilled incel, you don't truly realize how brutal foid nature is until you actually experience it yourself. It's a completely different thing compared to just reading about blackpill or watching videos. When you actually interact with a foid, when you get to actually know her, you will see what she really is. She is an agent of evil, and she doesn't care about anything but selecting strong men.

It sounds obvious, but you have to live it to actually internalize it. Most youngcels don't yet realize how utterly life ruining experiencing foid nature is.
 
Woman get dm bombed all the time , You might just be a Dot in a Canyon of Dots at this Point .

Are you stupid ? :feelsclown:
 
Woman get dm bombed all the time , You might just be a Dot in a Canyon of Dots at this Point .

Are you stupid ? :feelsclown:
Yeah, i was stupid when this happened
 
> I actually began talking to a foid on there

fakecel even if you were talking to an indian scammer
 
So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
How old are you mang?
 
Maybe my life is actually pretty good
 
The thing is that even as a blackpilled incel, you don't truly realize how brutal foid nature is until you actually experience it yourself. It's a completely different thing compared to just reading about blackpill or watching videos. When you actually interact with a foid, when you get to actually know her, you will see what she really is. She is an agent of evil, and she doesn't care about anything but selecting strong men.

It sounds obvious, but you have to live it to actually internalize it. Most youngcels don't yet realize how utterly life ruining experiencing foid nature is.
I do have plenty experience witnessing the evil nature of foids. It’s made me grow more and more resentful over the years. I’ve honestly lost all hope at this point
 
I also forgot to mention that the tranny was 6'2. It's always a tallfag. Always.
 
Did "she" send any proof proving that it is indeed a female? Like a voice recording? Otherwise it might have been some tranny freak.
 
Did "she" send any proof proving that it is indeed a female? Like a voice recording? Otherwise it might have been some tranny freak.
Yes, she actually sent about three voice recordings. She was definitely a foid.
 
So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
Oneitis + failure to recognize AWALT.

A story as old as time. We all learn the brutal truth at some point in our lives. And then we stop trying and caring.


We will never find a foid that loves us, because AWALT, and definitely not on a HENTAI FORUM of all places JFL.
 
Nigga went on a hentai forum and expected to find a wife JFL :feelshaha: Ah yes a God fearing virgin foid is totally on a hentai forum talking with 10 other truecels that beat their meat to anime :feelshaha::feelshaha: you learn from your mistakes but if it makes you feel any better she is probably a sub3 whale
 
Did "she" send any proof proving that it is indeed a female? Like a voice recording? Otherwise it might have been some tranny freak.
My guess is either a whale who can't get any MTN to fuck her irl or a troon, probably a troon
 
So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
Slits can literally have fantasies about tentacles, being cut open, serial killers, fucking animals, and bedding men in wigs, but a guy says he likes big boobs and he's the scum of the Earth. You don't hate normies or toilets enough.
 
How do you know it’s a foid? All of them are men i know as i used to larp as a girl on some forums!

Retards.is

I skipped it and felt cheated
She sent me audio proving that she was a foid. Don't be so quick to assume things and call people retarded bro.
 
Slits can literally have fantasies about tentacles, being cut open, serial killers, fucking animals, and bedding men in wigs, but a guy says he likes big boobs and he's the scum of the Earth. You don't hate normies or toilets enough.
Exactly. Everything about a female is the reflection of evil itself, and evil is expressed through nature. But if a man dares to express any sexual thoughts he'll be quickly shut down by the matriarchy since the only ones who should have an opinion are, by design, eugenic driven organisms, women, because in their eyes only them matter, only beings capable of selecting for evil and weirdness can have this thought process.
 
I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.
least retarded .is member
The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.
jfc i really hope this is larp, otherwise just end it
 
least retarded .is member

jfc i really hope this is larp, otherwise just end it
Aren't you indian? I have a very high IQ and this happened years ago
 
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So i used to frequent this hentai forum a lot. I actually began talking to a foid on there, and it happened through a post she made.

Now this foid claimed she was into "nerdy" guys. She made a thread about it, detailing how she just cared about an autistic guy passionately yapping about his interests to her, and that looks and height were irrelevant. I was stupid enough to message her out of curiosity. I called bullshit on her, but since she was actually being good to me, i said that i would dmed her more if that was okay, she said yes.

Throughout the next days, we began talking regularly and she hooked me in. We talked about music, life, and she revealed to me that she was 20 years old, autistic and religious. Now this is so obviously complete crap, why was she on a porn site if she was so religious? But at the time, i thought i was falling in love with the idea of her so i didn't question it. What really made me think i had a chance is how once, during nighttime chatting, i confided to her how autistic i was and how i just wanted a girl to love me. She said she thought i was so smart and that she would ask me out irl if she could. That literally made me experience a kind of happiness i had never experienced before. I GENUINELY thought i had a chance to ascend with a WHITE, YOUNG PRIME RELIGIOUS PURE VIRGIN FOID. I REALLY THOUGHT I WOULD.

The first negative experience happened about a week after regular talking. She was flirting with this other guy in the forum and telling him how wet he was making her. Like this fucking broke me. I thought she was supposed to be this pure innocent sweet foid who was destined to be with me and yet here she was acting like a SLUT, A CORRUPTED WHORE, AND FAVORITING VORE AND TENTACLE PORN AND RUBBING HER DIRTY PUSSY.

Anyway, i confronted her about this, and she said she didn't owe me a relationship and basically still loved talking to me, but as a friend. I got FRIENDZONED and i cried all day, all over this foid i didn't even know. This is where the seeds of hatred began planting inside of me.

This foid was into a weirdly specific "kink": the fantasy of a "charming" doctor literally calling her a good girl and vivisecting her. In hindsight, i think this was all female eugenics at play, and the doctor and engineer and scientist fantasy was a cover for status seeking. All of the images she liked involved some anime prettyboys, TALL of course. And yet she was here claiming she was into nerdy guys no matter what? Fuck you bitch. But i swallowed it all up, because i had no one else to talk to and i felt like i would feel too depressed to be able to live if i cut her off completely.

So we shared music, talked every day, just generally encouraged me, but it was always the same old tired bluepill copes of just be yourself, just be kind, the incel mindset has poisoned you, you know what i'm talking about. One day she told me how she had been rejected by every guy and how she had trouble orgasming with her stinky vagina, basically just playing the victim and making me her feel sorry for her to hook me on. Then she told me how she had a boyfriend in high school... a BOYFRIEND IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL. How could you claim to be so lonely and sad if you literally experienced teen love? She loved yapping about her 34D tits just to attract orbiters and i hated it, i wanted the foid to just be mine and to kill everyone else as it should be. And she of course vented about how she was diddled as a child and irrelevant stuff like that. Fucking whore.

What finally convinced me to get away, was when one night, some TRANNY FAGGOT posted some audio of himself playing into her fantasy. She fucking adored it. Despite being a tranny the guy voicemogged HARD. It was so inherently superior to my subhuman voice that i'm fucking sure the slut sent her nudes to that guy afterwards. Even online, the mog was too much for me. She was head over heels for a tranny faggot. She had claimed she hated deep voices yet her instincts betrayed her again. I hated her and i hated her stupid fucking lame muh "wholesome" :soy::foidSoy: fantasy of being a whore for some doctor tallfag who groped and cut her open (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH FOIDS???????)

This whore and the tranny guy were both extremely popular on that forum. They always talked and she eventually stopped messaging me willingly. I got fucking obliterated and cucked. I decided to leave the site forever and to delete her fucking messages. But i didn't have the balls to tell her she was a stupid fucking slut who led me on. I wish i had. She seemed too perfect to be real. Autistic and young and "pure", but she was the same as any twerking whore on the street. THE FUCKING SAME. This is how i really experienced the blackpill firsthand, in the flesh, and if you haven't experienced it like this before, you don't truly know how devastating and life changing it is.

Something died inside of me. But something else awakened. Something evil and primal.

I REALLY WANTED IT. I WANTED TO RAPE A CHRISTIAN WHITE YOUNG FOID AND EXPERIENCE THE ECSTASY OF A WHITE EXISTENCE. I WANTED TO INDULGE HER AND GET A SCIENCE DEGREE JUST TO FEEL SMART AND BE "CHARMING" LIKE A GOOD NORMIE FAGGOT BUT I WAS TOO LOW IQ AND BROWN FOR IT. I GOT PLAYED AND I GOT MOGGED AND THIS FOID NEVER CARED FOR ME. FUCK YOU USELESS RAPEMEAT CUNT I HOPE YOU GET BURNED ALIVE. I HATE HOW MUCH WHITE PEOPLE MOG ME AND I WANT TO END THEM ALL. I HATE NORMIES AND PORN AND SEX.

Thanks to anyone that actually takes the time to read the full thing.
I read it all and I have to admit that you are naive as fuck, but we all used to be like this. I also used to believe that personality matters when i was young, but I’m glad that I woke up
 
I have a very high IQ
:soy: so high that you think actual virgin foids are on porn forums. RETARD

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Pig Cory GIF
 
The attention span of gen z is cooked because why are people complaining about a 2-3 minute read :feelskek:
 
:soy: so high that you think actual virgin foids are on porn forums. RETARD

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Pig Cory GIF
You will always be indian. I don't know why you are so hysterical over this. Are you projecting your own inferiority onto me?
 

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