SuicideFuel Just realised that I was the 'special kid'

[1TZ0VER]

All this time doing autistic shit for attention just to realise people were taking the pity out of me. My teachers didn't like me they felt bad, I'm not unique I'm just fucking retarded.
The cherry on top is that I let normies convince me into doing autistic shit for their own entertainment.

 

[Epedaphic]

Same… I was definitely a clown for a lot of school. Didn’t realize it but I was just a spectacle, nobody really thought of me as a person. Maybe a few friends I had. Certainly not any girls.

 

[incelsexaddict]

I never realized it at the time but looking back I really was one of the "weird kids" in high school. I had long emo hair, would always ask the teacher spergy questions, and was always alone.

 

[Wolnir]

I was a mute in school and people used to talk about me right in front of my face because they thought that I was retarded and didn't understand.

 

[1TZ0VER]

Same… I was definitely a clown for a lot of school. Didn’t realize it but I was just a spectacle, nobody really thought of me as a person. Maybe a few friends I had. Certainly not any girls.

I think we actually had identical situations. I had a few deep friendships, the rest was me copying shit to fit in
edit:forgot to mention I got asked loads if I'm even human and accused of being an npc/weird.

 

[Bedford Stye]

All this time doing autistic shit for attention just to realise people were taking the pity out of me. My teachers didn't like me they felt bad, I'm not unique I'm just fucking retarded.
The cherry on top is that I let normies convince me into doing autistic shit for their own entertainment.

Me too.

I was the guy "trying to fit in".

I had always thought it was somebody else

 

[1TZ0VER]

Me too.

I was the guy "trying to fit in".

I had always thought it was somebody else

Literally same here, always at the back/far ahead, bodyblocked out of circles sometimes, absence was only noticeable to really close friends (I had 1)

 

[AsiaCel]

I was like that too. Welcome to incel special forces.

 

[incelsexaddict]

bodyblocked out of circles sometimes

Suifuel memory tbh. I kept trying to worm my way into a social circle in middle school and this basically summarizes the results.

 

[BoywithEarring]

i always peed my pants

 

[erenyeager]

Same… I was definitely a clown for a lot of school. Didn’t realize it but I was just a spectacle, nobody really thought of me as a person. Maybe a few friends I had. Certainly not any girls.

You are a fool either you like it or not. At least that's what I learned.

 

[im done]

All this time doing autistic shit for attention just to realise people were taking the pity out of me. My teachers didn't like me they felt bad, I'm not unique I'm just fucking retarded.
The cherry on top is that I let normies convince me into doing autistic shit for their own entertainment.

Autism

 

[ElTruecel]

Same… I was definitely a clown for a lot of school. Didn’t realize it but I was just a spectacle, nobody really thought of me as a person. Maybe a few friends I had. Certainly not any girls.

 

[Luzifer]

All this time doing autistic shit for attention just to realise people were taking the pity out of me. My teachers didn't like me they felt bad, I'm not unique I'm just fucking retarded.
The cherry on top is that I let normies convince me into doing autistic shit for their own entertainment.

We all are

 

[im done]

i always shitted my pants

 

[Lonelyus]

Special

 

[NorthernWind]

Many years ago I heard young female saying to her ( apparently ) boyfriend: '[he is] special'.
Also in 2013 ( if I remember correctly ) some old roastie at the job I was trying to get hired, said to other coworkers: 'what's the oligophrene?'.
Oligophrenic - mentally retarded.

 

[1TZ0VER]

Many years ago I heard young female saying to her ( apparently ) boyfriend: '[he is] special'.
Also in 2013 ( if I remember correctly ) some old roastie at the job I was trying to get hired, said to other coworkers: 'what's the oligophrene?'.
Oligophrenic - mentally retarded.

Brutal.