Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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Im no good for myself how could I possibly be of use for anyone else. There’s not a single reason a person would want to spend time with a non attractive uninteresting failed aspie like myself. It would have been embarrassing for me to roleplay being a boyfriend.
I could never imagine a girl showing me to her parents or friends and proudly telling them this is my boyfriend. I feel like a retarded autistic kid being introduced by his sped teacher. And this wouldn’t go away even with surgery, no amount of beauty could make me feel different, I guess that’s how the popular better not to name to not get this thread thrown into sewers LM streamer feels too.
I just wanted an ASMR soft spoken girl to cuddle and take care of me. Im tired of always having to give something back, my debt with life is eternal. A girl shouldve just felt kindess towards me, cuddle me on a sofa on a cozy winter night between soft smooches little blows on my forehead and slow caresses. This is what has kept me awake crying to nausea for my entire adult life.
But Ive made a thread about the importance of moving on. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.
I could never imagine a girl showing me to her parents or friends and proudly telling them this is my boyfriend. I feel like a retarded autistic kid being introduced by his sped teacher. And this wouldn’t go away even with surgery, no amount of beauty could make me feel different, I guess that’s how the popular better not to name to not get this thread thrown into sewers LM streamer feels too.
I just wanted an ASMR soft spoken girl to cuddle and take care of me. Im tired of always having to give something back, my debt with life is eternal. A girl shouldve just felt kindess towards me, cuddle me on a sofa on a cozy winter night between soft smooches little blows on my forehead and slow caresses. This is what has kept me awake crying to nausea for my entire adult life.
But Ive made a thread about the importance of moving on. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.





