Venting just had a mental breakdown

[Vukov1]

snapped after holding things inside and not saying anything for past 2 weeks,smashed tv,room door and few chairs... i dont know what the fuck should i do anymore i just cant keep spiraling in this gambling/driving around cope i just want to fucking off somebody and end all of this

 

[Onyx]

brutal

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

snapped after holding things inside and not saying anything for past 2 weeks,smashed tv,room door and few chairs... i dont know what the fuck should i do anymore i just cant keep spiraling in this gambling/driving around cope i just want to fucking off somebody and end all of this

May I give some cliche advice.
Volunteering is a nice way to meet new people who are kind.
Good way to get social interaction and stop going crazy.

 

[Vukov1]

May I give some cliche advice.
Volunteering is a nice way to meet new people who are kind.
Good way to get social interaction and stop going crazy.

too late,time has done its work,my mental health is beyond repair atp

 

[Autistic Uggo]

i just cant keep spiraling in this gambling/driving around cope

Gambling is a shit cope. It can ruin your life if it turns into an addiction. Let's face it: If you lost the genetic lottery, you probably won't do well in any other game of chance. Incel luck is real.

You're better off just saving or investing that money.

 

[Vukov1]

Gambling is a shit cope. It can ruin your life if it turns into an addiction. Let's face it: If you lost the genetic lottery, you probably won't do well in any other game of chance. Incel luck is real.

You're better off just saving or investing that money.

thats the only thing which keeps me alive and those adrenaline and dopamine rushes,i cant explain but when i gamble online or go to a rl casino my mind clears and i feel relaxed untill i rip the money or walk away in some profit... as soon as i stop the thoughts start hitting again

 

[undesiredsamsung]

just cant keep spiraling in this gambling/driving

Gambling and wasting gas in this economy!?!?!?
Holy you must be rich then to do stuff like that lol

 

[andrej]

Buy a boxing bag or get a tire and a hammer. Take out your energy and anger safely so it doesn't cost you money

 

[ectomorphuser]

over

 

[sirlancelot]

thats the only thing which keeps me alive and those adrenaline and dopamine rushes,i cant explain but when i gamble online or go to a rl casino my mind clears and i feel relaxed untill i rip the money or walk away in some profit... as soon as i stop the thoughts start hitting again

I wish you luck brocel

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Shoot at a range or beat up an old piece of furniture. Alternatively, rope if you think there is no salvaging your mental state.

 

[Vukov1]

Shoot at a range or beat up an old piece of furniture. Alternatively, rope if you think there is no salvaging your mental state.

i think im at the latest stage before i get peace and rope,im sure i wont be there by the end of 2k26,but at least everything came crashing out of nowhere and it was fast so i didnt had to suffer too much like some of you guys do... im still too much of a coward to rope but im making my best to clear my mind and prepare to do it

 

[Vukov1]

im still going fucking mad looking at foids who rejewcted me instagram stories and pics,cant just fucking cant i cant cope anymore and i spend my wholee days stalking them and ranting raging it took over my mind like a demon possesed me.... i fucking want all this to end + im drunk as fuck and high on benzos and lost somee money on stake so my current mental state is just fucking erratic and totally fucked cant even explain thats why im trying to rant and even argue with myself

 

[Vukov1]

and i never understood why someone wont pick me on a bad day to end all of this and secure myself roof and free food and peace away from foids for the next 10-20+ years,this fucking shit is worse than a nightmare im literally living life on berserk mode for the past few weeks as the hard and brutal reality struck me i just cant find a single reason to try and move on and go with life.... whoever thinks im trolling im free to any kind of talk over telegram discord whatever even if someone wants my pics i can show how i look

 

[Gfx.ia]

snapped after holding things inside and not saying anything for past 2 weeks,smashed tv,room door and few chairs... i dont know what the fuck should i do anymore i just cant keep spiraling in this gambling/driving around cope i just want to fucking off somebody and end all of this

Idk man I've js been going out alone and smoking cigarettes all night long. Been helping me cope what things have you tried apart from gambling?

 

[Vukov1]

Idk man I've js been going out alone and smoking cigarettes all night long. Been helping me cope what things have you tried apart from gambling?

i tried everything but i snapped after all those years and everything hit me at once,made peace with reality and there is no more coping,gambling is only thing to calm me for now and benzos+alcohol which im currently on which makes things even worse due to my aggression but at least i feel better

 

[Gfx.ia]

i tried everything but i snapped after all those years and everything hit me at once,made peace with reality and there is no more coping,gambling is only thing to calm me for now and benzos+alcohol which im currently on which makes things even worse due to my aggression but at least i feel better

What triggered it may I ask?

 

[Vukov1]

What triggered it may I ask?

it just came as i was scrolling on insta i can only explain it felt like some external shit took over my mind and filled me with extreme rage and i started smashing stuff around and screaming off top my lungs,threw chairs and tv off the balcony

 

[Vukov1]

What triggered it may I ask?

the whole situation trigger was similar,just woke up one day a month ago and i knew thats it its over im done...

 

[Gfx.ia]

it just came as i was scrolling on insta i can only explain it felt like some external shit took over my mind and filled me with extreme rage and i started smashing stuff around and screaming off top my lungs,threw chairs and tv off the balcony

Damn bro I'd recommend maybe smoking weed or js smoking in general it helped me when I went weeks without speaking to people and honestly it's better than having a smashed TV

 

[Vukov1]

Damn bro I'd recommend maybe smoking weed or js smoking in general it helped me when I went weeks without speaking to people and honestly it's better than having a smashed TV

smoked few times when i was 16 but cant stand weed as i have paranoia and panic as side effect,never tried any other drugs so thats not my way... btw i dont care about tv i dont even watch it it just stays there turned on for no reason

 

[Gfx.ia]

smoked few times when i was 16 but cant stand weed as i have paranoia and panic as side effect,never tried any other drugs so thats not my way... btw i dont care about tv i dont even watch it it just stays there turned on for no reason

I hear it to be honest I would probably stay away from drugs other than weed it'll probably just fuck you up more but yea hope you get better. Maybe try ciggs less effect than weed

 

[Vukov1]

I hear it to be honest I would probably stay away from drugs other than weed it'll probably just fuck you up more but yea hope you get better. Maybe try ciggs less effect than weed

i smoke 2 packs of red marlboro daily that calms me but the problem is when i have episodes like this one i smoke one after another so it can go up to 3 packs sometimes lol

 

[Gfx.ia]

i smoke 2 packs of red marlboro daily that calms me but the problem is when i have episodes like this one i smoke one after another so it can go up to 3 packs sometimes lol

Holy shit 2 packs of red Marlboro is crazy I go through a pack in maybe a week

 

[Gfx.ia]

i smoke 2 packs of red marlboro daily that calms me but the problem is when i have episodes like this one i smoke one after another so it can go up to 3 packs sometimes lol

Then again though I normally go for walks and smoke then

 

[Vukov1]

im cancermaxxing lol

 

[Vukov1]

btw i started smoking when i was 9y/o

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

too late,time has done its work,my mental health is beyond repair atp

could you just try it once or twice for me and then report back how it was?

 

[Vukov1]

could you just try it once or twice for me and then report back how it was?

i have all the time of the world so why not,even tho i know the ending result anyway

 

[NotoriousLoser]

go ER

 

[SyrianSchizoSage]

i have all the time of the world so why not,even tho i know the ending result anyway

thank you very much I don't think you will regret it

 

[parbate2025]

snapped after holding things inside and not saying anything for past 2 weeks,smashed tv,room door and few chairs... i dont know what the fuck should i do anymore i just cant keep spiraling in this gambling/driving around cope i just want to fucking off somebody and end all of this

Take out loan and be get surgery