Discussion Just had a mental breakdown in the shower at 3am jfl

[RechargedSamsung]

I was in the middle of taking a shower and then i was thinking to myself im in college im 18 and yet i’ve felt like i havent lived at all my life is pretty uneventful and so basically i was just schizo rambling to myself in the shower and nust started screaming fuck about like 30x because of how much i missed out on key milestones in my life and how i havent lived at all the majority of my life was just spent in front of a screen just trying to cope with my existence but those copes are fucking done running its course now im home with my family in my bedroom fucking bored with no copes anymore and after showering i just ldar and stared at the ceiling for an hour just talking to myself about what i was thinking but outloud and now im tired of speaking

Fuck man i just wanna cuddle up with a cute foid rn

 

[PrototypeCel]

nigga u are 18 ffs
like how subhuman are you

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

nigga u are 18 ffs
like how subhuman are you

It's probably just a phase. I had those as well when I realised MUH CRUSH didn't like me.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

nigga u are 18 ffs
like how subhuman are you

Shitty nose
Asymmetrical eyes
Small peen
Bald
Autistic to the core
Double chin (though im a fatcel)
I’d say im pretty subhuman myself

 

[PrototypeCel]

Shitty nose
Asymmetrical eyes
Small peen
Bald
Autistic to the core
Double chin (though im a fatcel)
I’d say im pretty subhuman myself

have u always been fat

 

[RechargedSamsung]

have u always been fat

Yep

 

[RechargedSamsung]

It's probably just a phase. I had those as well when I realised MUH CRUSH didn't like me.

I had a oneitis never asked her out tho she was really fuking cute

Never saw her after my first semester of my junior year: (

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

I had a oneitis never asked her out tho she was really fuking cute

Never saw her after my first semester of my junior year: (

I asked mine out and it was used to fuck me over for 2 years straight. Don't worry. You did good.

My advice to you is to let your emotions out when you're all alone. I did this as well and nowadays feel no remorse about the past. I did what I could and I dealt with the "trauma". If you bottle everything up you'll end up as just another statistic.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I was in the middle of taking a shower and then i was thinking to myself im in college im 18 and yet i’ve felt like i havent lived at all my life is pretty uneventful and so basically i was just schizo rambling to myself in the shower and nust started screaming fuck about like 30x because of how much i missed out on key milestones in my life and how i havent lived at all the majority of my life was just spent in front of a screen just trying to cope with my existence but those copes are fucking done running its course now im home with my family in my bedroom fucking bored with no copes anymore and after showering i just ldar and stared at the ceiling for an hour just talking to myself about what i was thinking but outloud and now im tired of speaking

Fuck man i just wanna cuddle up with a cute foid rn

Learn a bit of basic formal logic, also emotions are retarded monkey instincts, yelling fuck and feeling bad about a bad situation wont solve it or make it any better.
Also chill dude it's over already there is no need to suffer more torturing yourself.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

I asked mine out and it was used to fuck me over for 2 years straight. Don't worry. You did good.

My advice to you is to let your emotions out when you're all alone. I did this as well and nowadays feel no remorse about the past. I did what I could and I dealt with the "trauma". If you bottle everything up you'll end up as just another statistic.

Yeah i do “let my emotions out” but i keep bottling it up i just try my absolute hardest to escape but that shit can only help me ger far until i just start breaking down again

There’s plenty of thoughts i have but i dont really talk to anyone about it due to fear of them reporting me to the three letter agencies so im just really alone with these thoughts and j have nobody to talk them with so IM always in a wtf do i do? Situation lol

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Learn a bit of basic formal logic, also emotions are retarded monkey instincts, yelling fuck and feeling bad about a bad situation wont solve it or make it any better.
Also chill dude it's over already there is no need to suffer more torturing yourself.

Ik man i just want the copes to feel as good an easily escapable as they once did

Everything just feels dull idk dopamine receptors are too fried rn i cant cope with much unless i get into hardcore drugs or something

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Yeah i do “let my emotions out” but i keep bottling it up i just try my absolute hardest to escape but that shit can only help me ger far until i just start breaking down again

There’s plenty of thoughts i have but i dont really talk to anyone about it due to fear of them reporting me to the three letter agencies so im just really alone with these thoughts and j have nobody to talk them with so IM always in a wtf do i do? Situation lol

Yeah that's normal. We all went through that phase, but remember that you're a man and a man eventually finds the answer to his problems. If not then just ask whatever you want to know.

Our advice won't really help. Plenty of people gave me advice as well. I nodded, felt like I just heard the most enlightening thing ever, forgot and moved on.

You'll be the same I reckon. Just remember that what you're facing isn't your fault. Everything is determined by genetics. People hating you, bullying you or making fun of you is not your fault. Don't let anyone gaslight you into believing bullshit like "uh bro you're just very awkward that's why bro!!! Just be more confident bro!!!!"

We'll all make it brah

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Yeah that's normal. We all went through that phase, but remember that you're a man and a man eventually finds the answer to his problems. If not then just ask whatever you want to know.

Our advice won't really help. Plenty of people gave me advice as well. I nodded, felt like I just heard the most enlightening thing ever, forgot and moved on.

You'll be the same I reckon. Just remember that what you're facing isn't your fault. Everything is determined by genetics. People hating you, bullying you or making fun of you is not your fault. Don't let anyone gaslight you into believing bullshit like "uh bro you're just very awkward that's why bro!!! Just be more confident bro!!!!"

We'll all make it brah

Hopefully so brah

Got too attached to my oneitis she was the only foid that ever acknowledge my existence and treated me decent (probably because covid was still happening and i was required to have my mask on) whenever i was assigned group projects with her for my English class and its been like 2 years lol

Before that not one single foid would talk to me the last time i had ever had a foid spoke to me is when i was in the 3rd grade jfl

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Hopefully so brah

Got too attached to my oneitis she was the only foid that ever acknowledge my existence and treated me decent (probably because covid was still happening and i was required to have my mask on) whenever i was assigned group projects with her for my English class and its been like 2 years lol

Before that not one single foid would talk to me the last time i had ever had a foid spoke to me is when i was in the 3rd grade jfl

Don't try to base self worth and happiness on women. If you're a truecel, you will never experience a woman, unless you pay for it.

Even normies have a hard time keeping relationships. They can convince women to blow them, but later the whore realises he isn't rich chad, so she ditches him.

 

[PrototypeCel]

Yep

so you never tried
got it

 

[RechargedSamsung]

so you never tried
got it

tried What? Loosing fat? I did went from morbidly obese to chubby realized it didnt do shit to increase my smv my jawline was still nonexistent still ignored by foids jfl

 

[PrototypeCel]

tried What? Loosing fat? I did went from morbidly obese to chubby realized it didnt do shit to increase my smv my jawline was still nonexistent still ignored by foids jfl

how tall r u

 

[RechargedSamsung]

how tall r u

6ft

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Ik man i just want the copes to feel as good an easily escapable as they once did

Everything just feels dull idk dopamine receptors are too fried rn i cant cope with much unless i get into hardcore drugs or something

Dont get into drugs lol all you will achieve is further damage to your receptors and you will feel even worse not to mention you might get mentally ill (like i did).
The best cope is to actually read books workout socialize (if you are schizo or aspie is over, at most do VC online) and have hobbies that are not rotting. Your brain will be more healthy like this and you will feel more happy than rotting. Wont be like living in heaven though life is a shit. But better than nothing

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

6ft

Lol nigga

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Lol nigga

Basically the new 5’9 with foids unless your a htn or chad height inflation is fucking wildin rn

 

[Loner437]

I never knew how interesting my life was until I started writing my autobiography.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Basically the new 5’9 with foids unless your a htn or chad height inflation is fucking wildin rn

6ft in spain you can pull pussy so easy if you are nt maxed

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I never knew how interesting my life was until I started writing my autobiography.

2019 wizard with less than 1k posts?

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Dont get into drugs lol all you will achieve is further damage to your receptors and you will feel even worse not to mention you might get mentally ill (like i did).
The best cope is to actually read books workout socialize (if you are schizo or aspie is over, at most do VC online) and have hobbies that are not rotting. Your brain will be more healthy like this and you will feel more happy than rotting. Wont be like living in heaven though life is a shit. But better than nothing

Did this (except socializinf) while redpilled to the absolute core
I was autistic with scamza and andrew tate lol
I’d listen to rogan and andrew huberman every day like it was an religon lol

To be redpilled again would be nice ik this is solid advice but shit if i had some sort of delusion where i can get myself into the redpill again that’d pretty much motivate me to do what your advice is reading books gymaxxing etc etc

I fucking wished i had found the blackpill atleast into my mid 20s it was too fucking early for me to get blackpilled

 

[Loner437]

I never knew how interesting my life was until I started writing my autobiography.

I meant I see now that my life is pretty interesting but I only found out after I started writing my autobiography. So how do you know you have nothing interesting in your life?

2019 wizard with less than 1k posts?

Yeah lol. I disappeared due to debilitating OCD. But I'm getting better now so I'm socializing more now.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

6ft in spain you can pull pussy so easy if you are nt maxed

They like fat spics in spain? Jfl i must seamaxx to spain to get some decent Mediterranean pussy lol

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Did this (except socializinf) while redpilled to the absolute core
I was autistic with scamza and andrew tate lol
I’d listen to rogan and andrew huberman every day like it was an religon lol

To be redpilled again would be nice ik this is solid advice but shit if i had some sort of delusion where i can get myself into the redpill again that’d pretty much motivate me to do what your advice is reading books gymaxxing etc etc

I fucking wished i had found the blackpill atleast into my mid 20s it was too fucking early for me to get blackpilled

Nah dont take gaslight(red)pill just do what ive said man. Black pill not = despair sadness and depression, is just knowing the harsh reality. Dont try to cope with lies it will backfire.
Lot of people is very rotter (me included) and depressed here if you really want a high quality cope leave this forum for a month at least start working out try to socialize in non goysloppy games.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

O

I never knew how interesting my life was until I started writing my autobiography.

Oh thats cool

Tbh for as long as i can remember the majority of my life spent was in front of a screen i rarely went outside to play as a kid i was either on my tablet or on my ps3/ps5 playing cod or gta on it

School was boring i rarely talked to anybody there

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I meant I see now that my life is pretty interesting but I only found out after I started writing my autobiography. So how do you know you have nothing interesting in your life?


Yeah lol. I disappeared due to debilitating OCD. But I'm getting better now so I'm socializing more now.

OCD shiet mang. I am schizophrenic and is very hard

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Nah dont take gaslight(red)pill just do what ive said man. Black pill not = despair sadness and depression, is just knowing the harsh reality. Dont try to cope with lies it will backfire.
Lot of people is very rotter (me included) and depressed here if you really want a high quality cope leave this forum for a month at least start working out try to socialize in non goysloppy games.

Yeah i think this site has taken a big toll in my mental health lol in the early beginningswhen i was a graycem i was on r/incelexit to exit out of this shit i had found myself in but it just felt too gaslighting and it just felt like the people on that subreddit were just bullshitting me i tried to leave this site bur it was too relatable to me with the bullying and isolation that people had dealt with their stories they post here but i realize the people on here are the only ones i talk to who arent my family lol

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

Yeah i think this site has taken a big toll in my mental health lol in the early beginningswhen i was a graycem i was on r/incelexit to exit out of this shit i had found myself in but it just felt too gaslighting and it just felt like the people on that subreddit were just bullshitting me i tried to leave this site bur it was too relatable to me with the bullying and isolation that people had dealt with their stories they post here but i realize the people on here are the only ones i talk to who arent my family lol

Incelexit is retarded. Just dont use .is too much or at all if you really want to have a good mental health. Of course leave TikTok instagram and all that slop. It will take a month of withdrawal but if you want long term happiness you gotta do it

 

[JuliusEvola]

just watch cute girl anime! only thing that keeps me sane

 

[RechargedSamsung]

just watch cute girl anime! only thing that keeps me sane

I want to cope with anime again man But theres no recent animes that are good or interesting to me rn last time i saw an anime was a year ago and it was kill la kill

Such an easy escape tbh especially for autists like me

 

[JuliusEvola]

I want to cope with anime again man But theres no recent animes that are good or interesting to me rn last time i saw an anime was a year ago and it was kill la kill

Such an easy escape tbh especially for autists like me

ao no hako is airing rn it is pretty good
you'd probably like welcome to the nhk

 

[RechargedSamsung]

ao no hako is airing rn it is pretty good
you'd probably like welcome to the nhk

Thank you finally something to watch lol

I’ve heard of welcome to nhk been wanting to watch for awhile now completely forgot til you mentioned it and now that i have a laptop i can pirate it now dont have to deal with ads on pirsting websites since ublock origin does the job and for some gay reason it isn’t available on IOS

 

[Loner437]

OCD shiet mang. I am schizophrenic and is very hard

I don't know what shiet mang means but I feel for you. I wouldn't want to have psychosis either.

 

[RechargedSamsung]

I don't know what shiet mang means but I feel for you. I wouldn't want to have psychosis either.

He means “shit man” but in a nigga slang

 

[Loner437]

He means “shit man” but in a nigga slang

Oh thanks. I'm still learning a lot of words here lol.

Oh thats cool

Tbh for as long as i can remember the majority of my life spent was in front of a screen i rarely went outside to play as a kid i was either on my tablet or on my ps3/ps5 playing cod or gta on it

School was boring i rarely talked to anybody there

I see. The bulk of my autobiography is my social life in school. Usually how I was bullied lol, I was an outcast, but it made for interesting stories. I have stories of my experiences online too but I'm convinced they have less appeal to readers as I've seen for myself I was less interested in Elliot Rodger's stories of WoW than his school life.

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

He means “shit man” but in a nigga slang

Nigger virus infected me

 

[Mr. Agent Clark]

I don't know what shiet mang means but I feel for you. I wouldn't want to have psychosis either.

if you dont want psychosis my advice is to not take drugs buddy. Also try to socialize a bit at least online

 

[RechargedSamsung]

Nigger virus infected me

Word to my motha it bout like 8am nigga im craving a chopped cheese bacon egg and cheese yurr?

Yknow what i’ve noticed if you look into nigger accents every nigger from different cities have different accents

New york niggers like saying word to my motha or yurr

Houston nigger have this country accent in them believe it or not well most southern niggers do cali doesnt have have much of an accent baltimore niggers say ern when it actually means like iron aron earn but since theyre speaking is flawed it just sounds like that

 

[VλREN]

I was in the middle of taking a shower and then i was thinking to myself im in college im 18 and yet i’ve felt like i havent lived at all my life is pretty uneventful and so basically i was just schizo rambling to myself in the shower and nust started screaming fuck about like 30x because of how much i missed out on key milestones in my life and how i havent lived at all the majority of my life was just spent in front of a screen just trying to cope with my existence but those copes are fucking done running its course now im home with my family in my bedroom fucking bored with no copes anymore and after showering i just ldar and stared at the ceiling for an hour just talking to myself about what i was thinking but outloud and now im tired of speaking

Fuck man i just wanna cuddle up with a cute foid rn

Am 22

I went form public high school sophomore to homeschooling for two years then went straight into wage slaving, the literal new kids at my job life mog me. You become trap into your own mental fantasy world.


It just gets worse

You and I are the same

 

[Grodd]

I never knew how interesting my life was until I started writing my autobiography.

 

[autisticindian]

Cry on command

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

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[curryboy420]

I never knew how interesting my life was until I started writing my autobiography.

I wanna read it

 

[curryboy420]

Cry on command

You might have replied to the wrong thread glownigger greyboy

 

[WombtoPrisonPlanet]

Shitty nose
Asymmetrical eyes
Small peen
Bald
Autistic to the core
Double chin (though im a fatcel)
I’d say im pretty subhuman myself

If you're below 5'10 as well as everything else you mentioned then I would officially appoint you as the fourth horseman of the incel apocalypse.