Gutless
Cut my life into pee sez
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I just spent 10 minutes working out in my (((apartment))) until I realized how useless it was. I've got a shitty haircut and receding hairline, average boring face, bad eyesight. Even if I got toned and got a haircut , what am I gonna do, walk around town hoping a girl talks to me? Put selfies on tinder of my 28 year old self shirtless in my apartment? I have no family and no friends near me (dad kicked me out and made me move to another town), no social network to speak of, who wants to be around someone like that? I have literally NOTHING and stuck that way because no one wants to make friends with a shy loner whose life experience is limited to 3 shitty family members, a couple autistic friends from their hometown, school (where you were a loser), and work where you work solely with older men. I'm supposed to have a life by now, things to do, friends I hang out with, but instead I'm just rotting.
I was at the park the other day and there are lots of well off normies there with their family and friends having a good time and feeling secure, and I'm just sitting there feeling like a criminal when all I'm trying to do is better myself by getting some fresh air and sunshine. If I was like these people and had some decent family members and friends I could be just like them. But I just can't do anything, I can't do anything because I am 28 year old male with nothing to offer. I have nothing to offer. I haven't made a single friend since high school, there is nothing that makes me interesting. I'm just a fucking robot for work.
Thanks dad, for kicking me out and making me move to a town with a nonexistent middle class where I have been living for almost 5 years and have yet to make a single friend. I work exclusively with boomers because I am in a higher position than the other people my age. The only enjoyment I get is listening to my 40 year old coworker's unemployed wife bitch at him on the phone. He also mogs her hard, JFL at this society.
I was at the park the other day and there are lots of well off normies there with their family and friends having a good time and feeling secure, and I'm just sitting there feeling like a criminal when all I'm trying to do is better myself by getting some fresh air and sunshine. If I was like these people and had some decent family members and friends I could be just like them. But I just can't do anything, I can't do anything because I am 28 year old male with nothing to offer. I have nothing to offer. I haven't made a single friend since high school, there is nothing that makes me interesting. I'm just a fucking robot for work.
Thanks dad, for kicking me out and making me move to a town with a nonexistent middle class where I have been living for almost 5 years and have yet to make a single friend. I work exclusively with boomers because I am in a higher position than the other people my age. The only enjoyment I get is listening to my 40 year old coworker's unemployed wife bitch at him on the phone. He also mogs her hard, JFL at this society.