Blackpill I've decided to kill myself

[PTSD Marsupials]

Don't do it. Cancel the deadline.

Also the motorcycle thing probably won't work

 

[Serpents reign]

Autistic people are shamed because they don't fall in propaganda, JILL KEWS JILL KEWS JILL KEWS

Based

 

[lonelychris]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. Foids love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

Hey OP, I feel you, but I just wanted to share a story that I think is worth sharing. I had a cousin who passed away at 29 years old, almost 30, just 2 months ago. He passed away in a tragic motorcycle accident that nobody saw coming. We all miss him terribly because he was such a good person that listened to others and made positive impacts during his free time outside work. I think you should forget about dating for a minute and focus on yourself and think how you can make a positive impact on others. I think that maybe you'll naturally end up meeting a woman that you will end up dating.

 

[soft]

Bikes are fun
I hope you get a biker gf

 

[manlet4life]

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