Blackpill I've decided to kill myself

[Diddlium]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. Foids love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

 

[Deleted member 8078]

Brutal, but I respect your decision. I do hope you ascend rather than end up dead, though

 

[Veyron]

good luck but if its either ascending or killing yourself you shouldve saved up for surgery

 

[Junkie]

But it WILL be one or the other

It's one way or another. That's noble. Good luck, brocel.


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[Livonica_Irreale]

I'd prefer becoming delusioned manchild instead of killing myself, but as someone who experienced urge to put a gun inside my mouth, i respect.

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Autistic people are shamed because they don't fall in propaganda, JILL KEWS JILL KEWS JILL KEWS

 

[SteelCentaur]

No motorcycle for your face.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Try hard, McSkillet maxxing is an odd way to go though

 

[Diddlium]

good luck but if its either ascending or killing yourself you shouldve saved up for surgery

Surgery can't fix social retardation. Which I am extremely

 

[Diddlium]

No motorcycle for your face.

Nah but I can wear a helmet

 

[Smiggles]

Brutal, but I respect your decision. I do hope you ascend rather than end up dead, though

 

[Veyron]

Autistic people are shamed because they don't fall in propaganda, JILL KEWS JILL KEWS JILL KEWS

saarr stop being so antiseptic

 

[Veyron]

Surgery can't fix social retardation. Which I am extremely

Surgery can make you HTN unless your extremely subhuman id rather be retarded htn then retarded ltn

 

[Leon98]

Autistic people are shamed because they don't fall in propaganda, JILL KEWS JILL KEWS JILL KEWS

 

[AdolfRizzler]

don t kill yourself brocel!

 

[Cuckoja]

Based tbh. Give it more time maybe, like till 35 or 39.

 

[Cuckoja]

I always loved motorcycles but i dont have a drivers license or know how to drive one.

 

[endoftheskies]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. Foids love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

Dont kill yourself. Don't let them win.

 

[Diddlium]

Surgery can make you HTN unless your extremely subhuman id rather be retarded htn then retarded ltn

There was some Minecraft JewTuber, I think his name was Dream, who always wore some goofy mask. Then did a face reveal and all the normies made fun of him, saying he got face surgery. I don't know if its true or not but that blackpilled me hard- they say I'm ugly without surgery, they'll easily say I'm ugly afterwards too. And make fun of me even more for it, saying how I wasted money only to still be mocked. I couldn't live with that but I then realized normans will forever hate you if you were never one of them to begin with

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

If you so wish. Although, a motorcycle? I feel like you're far more likely to have serious brain damage in the case of a collision.

 

[4sez]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. Foids love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

 

[Diddlium]

If you so wish. Although, a motorcycle? I feel like you're far more likely to have serious brain damage in the case of a collision.

In that case, I'll be too retarded to even understand my situation and I'll have foid nurses forced to take care of me. Win-win

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

In that case, I'll be too retarded to even understand my situation and I'll have foid nurses forced to take care of me. Win-win

That's probably the best case scenario, but you're far more likely to retain full consciousness but just be perpetually stuck in a state of not being able to do anything.

 

[Veyron]

There quality some Minecraft JewTuber, I think his name was Dream, who always wore some goofy mask. Then did a face reveal and all the normies made fun of him, saying he got face surgery. I don't know if its true or not but that blackpilled me hard- they say I'm ugly without surgery, they'll easily say I'm ugly afterwards too. And make fun of me even more for it, saying how I wasted money only to still be mocked. I couldn't live with that but I then realized normans will forever hate you if you were never one of them to begin with

Yeah dream didnt get surgery but its brutal how much lies they made after his face reveal that he groomed a kid or something just because he wasnt attractive but you do whatever feels best for you idk how you look like

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Autistic people are shamed because they don't fall in propaganda, JILL KEWS JILL KEWS JILL KEWS

 

[Diddlium]

That's probably the best case scenario, but you're far more likely to retain full consciousness but just be perpetually stuck in a state of not being able to do anything.

You mean... fully conscious of my incel status while watching foids work unpaid overtime for minimum wage to wash my ass?

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

You mean... fully conscious of my incel status while watching foids work unpaid overtime for minimum wage to wash my ass?

Well, it's certainly an optimistic way to look at it.

 

[Diddlium]

Yeah dream didnt get surgery but its brutal how much lies they made after his face reveal that he groomed a kid or something just because he wasnt attractive but you do whatever feels best for you idk how you look like

Yeah that's my point. I toyed with the idea of surgery beforehand but that just sealed it for me. The hatred and mockery he got- and he's decent looking himself- was just wild.

Foids really do loathe sub9s.

 

[Veyron]

Yeah that's my point. I toyed with the idea of surgery beforehand but that just sealed it for me. The hatred and mockery he got- and he's decent looking himself- was just wild.

Foids really do loathe sub9s.

Yeah lol he mogs me to oblivion and still got hate

 

[Diddlium]

Well, it's certainly an optimistic way to look at it.

Knowing me, I'd probably shatter my spine on a tree but my pure hatred and spite would keep me alive just to make nurses jerk me off in a hospital bed every night while they are forced to work overnight shifts on Christmas Eve

 

[ItsOverMan]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. females love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

Don't killself brocel there's more to life than sex and women. Anyway, the females who rejected you WIN if you do that.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

There quality some Minecraft JewTuber, I think his name was Dream, who always wore some goofy mask. Then did a face reveal and all the normies made fun of him, saying he got face surgery. I don't know if its true or not but that blackpilled me hard- they say I'm ugly without surgery,

It reminds me of history of Napoleon Bonaparte, basically my first encounter with blackpill, as my granma was teaching me about him when i was about 5 yo, and the most important thing - he was short.
Even today, if you write in a search "Bonaparte" you'll see instantly "Height" phrase.

 

[Diddlium]

It reminds me of history of Napoleon Bonaparte, basically my first encounter with blackpill, as my granma was teaching me about him when i was about 5 yo, and the most important thing - he was short.
Even today, if you write in a search "Bonaparte" you'll see instantly "Height" phrase.

Foids have created the safest, most guard-railed life ever in the history of humanity, emasculated men so they kill themselves and have created a toxic feminine world where masculinity is shamed... yet still haven't gotten rid of their biological need for tall men. Despite the system they created making them redundant

 

[Diddlium]

Don't killself brocel there's more to life than sex and women. Anyway, the females who rejected you WIN if you do that.

I could fix that but that would involve fedposting

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

Foids have created the safest, most guard-railed life ever in the history of humanity, emasculated men so they kill themselves and have created a toxic feminine world where masculinity is shamed...

Foids aren't logicians. Their behaviour is dictated by emotions, and these are based on primal instincts.
If your law are emotions - you're basically returning into oogabooga epoch with caveman clubbing someone into death only because this someone looked badly on him.

 

[ColderManTruce]

oogabooga

 

[Shark]

I don't think that will work.
An ugly man on a motorcycle isn't going to attract foids, only your biological attributes matter. So, it's over and the risk is not worth it unless you really want to die

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I don't think that will work.
An ugly man on a motorcycle isn't going to attract foids, only your biological attributes matter. So, it's over and the risk is not worth it unless you really want to die

A real man do things he like, despite not receiving validation from foids.
That's why we're more masculine than most of normie cucks.

 

[xbitotst]

If you have been living like this for this long, not likely you will kill yourself next year. But if you are brave enough to do so, I respect

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Brutal.

 

[Diddlium]

I don't think that will work.
An ugly man on a motorcycle isn't going to attract foids, only your biological attributes matter. So, it's over and the risk is not worth it unless you really want to die

I think at the end of the day, there's going to be that little, tiny flicker of hope left. Just to finally give things one last chance to change and improve. Only so when I finally decide to follow through, I can at least say I've tried and exhausted every option and nothing has worked.

 

[drowningindenial]

Brutal.

 

[Genetics_subhuman]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. Foids love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

Good luck

 

[starystulejarz]

No motorcycle for your face.

instant free facial surgery when he meets pavement at speed of 300km/h

 

[Indari]

Get a Begode race

 

[Izayacel]

Respect . And Good Luck !

 

[rcnfive]

as an oldercel, i have also decided to end my life by end of year. im making some financial arrangements and doing some work with my will then it will be time to go.

only thing on my bucket list is to experience sex so i will try to find some escort i guess.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Good luck.

 

[four1298]

I'm going to miss you.

 

[molecule]

The title might be a bit clickbait-y but I've set the date for Sept 30th, 2026. If I don't ascend by then, I'm going out with a bang. I've purchased a motorcycle now. Why?

1. Childhood dream, always wanted and thought it was cool. Too scared to, now I have nothing to live for and lost my fear of death. Finally did the course, emptied my savings and got a Kawasaki Ninja

2. Foids love motorcycles, apparently. I figured that this is the very last chance I'm giving myself a shot to ascend. To go to biker meetups, post pics online on dating apps and hopefully finally get somewhere

3. They're deadly, making it the perfect way out. High impact motorcycle accidents are a very quick and almost painless way to die if done with enough speed and done properly. Figured if I don't ascend by my deadline, I can just rev it and go into an oncoming truck

I just turned 32 last week and I need to finally make a change or end it. But I'm not going to be 40 still living like this. There's no way. I've decided that life in this state CANNOT go on anymore.

So if you stop hearing from me in October of next year, I've either ascended or I've killed myself. But it WILL be one or the other

Wish you the best man hope you ascend and leave all thi bullshit behind