
Clownworldcell
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- Jan 5, 2023
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People in the social groups I’ve chosen to join have bullied me for the way I fail at getting lady’s. I’ll start out with how bad it was when I was a teenager in high school this guy in my class got annoyed at me for my curiosity off dating he said I have to be nice to them just to go on to tell me I’d be a rapist when I was older in regards to me being so fast to show signs of attraction to ladys. I even asked this guy if he was getting with any girls and he says you don’t just go out with em straight away.
As time went on it only got worse It was like it wasn’t even acceptable for me to show signs of attraction to lady’s even if I could keep a lid on it in order to just be respectful about it. This guy in my social group would refer to me as creepy if I were to even mention anything about a lady I liked when I had no intention to be creepy in the first place. This guy who called me creepy just for saying I missed this lady I had a crush on even told me girls don’t want to have sex with me just so he could go on to tell me to jerk off.
I remember trying to make friends with some guy that liked to do drawing so one day when I did some drawing at his house he had a problem with how I drew women he said he was a hard core Christian that respected women and thought it was disrespectful to draw women the way I drew women. The guy that claimed to respect women the Le me the way I drew women would put women off wanting to get with me he even told me if I put on ten kilos of muscle I’d be more likely to get a women. When he says he respected women he was being a hypocrite because he was an unpleasant creep to women this is the same guy that threatened to punch me in the fa e for saying hi to a woman at a bar.
To go on to a story about another guy who bullied me for not being able to get lady’s I will mention a time the social group was talking about getting laid and he says with an amused voice that it’s hard when it’s me. I even asked that guy why lady’s do t like me and he says it’s because I’m creepy and it’s so straight up insensitive to call a guy creepy when he does not intend to be creepy. This guy I’m talking about he only gets worse I remember telling him I don’t want this other guy in a social group because he flirts with underage girls he says I do it to and I never fucking do that. So he straight up labels me as a hypocrite from what he’s implied just to disregard the pressence of an actual dispicable person. What really made my blood boil about this guy is a time I showed him the instagram of this model I found on tinder after I showed him that he tackles me and goes is she fifteen she’s not fucking fourteen she’s in her early cycling twenty’s I didn’t do anything bad back to him because it was a minor tackle and he left it at a minor tackle. If I do something bad to him cause he did something bad to me it just makes me just as bad as he is.
Theyres a side of me that has thought about doing bad things back to the people who did bad things to me yet what problems does revenge solve revenge is not a lesson teaching virtue it’s nothing more than a virtue of those who want to stay slaves to their worst impulses due to a mind set making them think that they’re enemy’s deserve the worst for the worst that has been done to them. I can just imagine myself with a gun screaming out fuck you she’s a fucking adult from tinder and just opening fire on him for tackling me just because I showed him so model on insta from tinder.
As time went on it only got worse It was like it wasn’t even acceptable for me to show signs of attraction to lady’s even if I could keep a lid on it in order to just be respectful about it. This guy in my social group would refer to me as creepy if I were to even mention anything about a lady I liked when I had no intention to be creepy in the first place. This guy who called me creepy just for saying I missed this lady I had a crush on even told me girls don’t want to have sex with me just so he could go on to tell me to jerk off.
I remember trying to make friends with some guy that liked to do drawing so one day when I did some drawing at his house he had a problem with how I drew women he said he was a hard core Christian that respected women and thought it was disrespectful to draw women the way I drew women. The guy that claimed to respect women the Le me the way I drew women would put women off wanting to get with me he even told me if I put on ten kilos of muscle I’d be more likely to get a women. When he says he respected women he was being a hypocrite because he was an unpleasant creep to women this is the same guy that threatened to punch me in the fa e for saying hi to a woman at a bar.
To go on to a story about another guy who bullied me for not being able to get lady’s I will mention a time the social group was talking about getting laid and he says with an amused voice that it’s hard when it’s me. I even asked that guy why lady’s do t like me and he says it’s because I’m creepy and it’s so straight up insensitive to call a guy creepy when he does not intend to be creepy. This guy I’m talking about he only gets worse I remember telling him I don’t want this other guy in a social group because he flirts with underage girls he says I do it to and I never fucking do that. So he straight up labels me as a hypocrite from what he’s implied just to disregard the pressence of an actual dispicable person. What really made my blood boil about this guy is a time I showed him the instagram of this model I found on tinder after I showed him that he tackles me and goes is she fifteen she’s not fucking fourteen she’s in her early cycling twenty’s I didn’t do anything bad back to him because it was a minor tackle and he left it at a minor tackle. If I do something bad to him cause he did something bad to me it just makes me just as bad as he is.
Theyres a side of me that has thought about doing bad things back to the people who did bad things to me yet what problems does revenge solve revenge is not a lesson teaching virtue it’s nothing more than a virtue of those who want to stay slaves to their worst impulses due to a mind set making them think that they’re enemy’s deserve the worst for the worst that has been done to them. I can just imagine myself with a gun screaming out fuck you she’s a fucking adult from tinder and just opening fire on him for tackling me just because I showed him so model on insta from tinder.