Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I can be miserable as hell, dreaming about a lovely girl and having a family with her, having sex etc...
But if I bust a nut, all those thoughts and feelings become disgusting to me. It's like I become an entirely different person for a few hours, I feel ... lucid.
I don't want a gf, I don't want kids or intimacy/validation/affection.. none of these are appealing to me right now. I'd actually be horrified to have any of these, I prefer my current lifestyle of rotting in bed much more. Post-nut clarity sure is powerful.
But if I bust a nut, all those thoughts and feelings become disgusting to me. It's like I become an entirely different person for a few hours, I feel ... lucid.
I don't want a gf, I don't want kids or intimacy/validation/affection.. none of these are appealing to me right now. I'd actually be horrified to have any of these, I prefer my current lifestyle of rotting in bed much more. Post-nut clarity sure is powerful.